Happiness lasts forever

1 feb

2009-02-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

hmm a new month is here and yet my blog is still so dead :P well to start off with a new month!! esp since it's the month of my bday ! i think i'm gonna change it and upgrade it hor!!! make it more interesting and fun instead of all black :P that kinda sucks right ?? anyway be sure to check out my blog for updates!!!

Chinese New Year

2009-01-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

I only have time for a very short post:P recently dun really have the time to do posts anymore T.T, can't really be bothered... haix chatting with my friends seems to be more important lor!!! nowadays time seems to be running faster and faster... in a blink of an eye, the most important examination will be here . IT IS TIME TO MUG!!!!! haix... i wanna have an outing with the munshis... but it seems so hard now.... everyone all studying for school... Haix i wish that O lvls would be over real soon.

Quiz

2009-01-18T20:24:00.003+08:00

Alright this quiz i got from kelvin lee!! Got tagged from him :P

~the person who passed you the quiz is ??
Kelvin Lee

~your relationship with her is?
OBS mate or gay friendXD (i'm sry kelvin! i don't consider you a girl though i know you want to be[: )

~your 5 impression of her is?
1. Fun
2. Cool
3.Loving ;D
4. Abit gay ?? XD (joking)
5.Responsible

~the most memorable thing she done for you?
Being my friend?? O.o

~the most memorable word she said to you?
Hey Bro

~if she become your lover you will?
puke and die!!!
alright if you insist, i'm staying as a guy, kelvin shall be the girl!!! XD

~if she become your lover, she would have to improve on?
Your sex for the first thing XP

~if she become my enemy?
i have no enemies!!!

~is she become my enemy the reason is?
being too gay??:P

~the most desired thing you want to do with her now is?
lets say for the best interest for both of us ,its talking to him ;)

~your overall impression of her?
Great friend!!

~how do you think people around you feel about you?
weirdddd cuz i am weird ???

~the characteristics i love about myself?
Everything that makes me unique!!

~the most ideal person you want to be?
myself??

~for those people that care & like you, say something to them?
Thanks for the concern and i have always cared for you!!!

~pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel bout you.
1.Nigel
2. wei xiong
3. jasmine
4.kelvin
5. celine
6. benjamin wong
7. mei lin
8. neo yun??
9.shu yi!
10.Boon kiat

~who is 6 having relationship with at the moment?(Ben Wong)
a certain girl but he won't say !!!

~is 9 amale or female?(Shu Yi)
Female!!

~if 7 and 10 are together is it a good thing?(mei lin and Boon kiat)
i think its a fiasco but it depends on whether i intro

~how about 5 and 8?(celine and neo yun)
well maybe good friends if i intro them

~what is 2 studying?(wei xiong)
Good question... must ask!!

~when was the last time you chat with 3?(jasmine)
just did?

~what kind of music band 8likes? (neo yun)
hmm good question ... i must ask!!!

~does n.o 1 have siblings.?(nigel)
yeah!! 2 sis who are older than him!!

~will u woo 3? (jasmine)
errmm sry guys !! wrong person :P anyway maybe???

~how about 7?(mei lin)
hmm... maybe??

~what is the hobby of n.o 5?( celine)
SINGING!!!

~do 5& 9 get along?(celine , shu yi)
of course they do!!! they shared a tent in OBS!!!

~where 2 studies at?(wei xiong)
Damai Sec

~say something casual bout one? (nigel)
He is a computer addict!!

~have you tried developing feelings for 8? (neo yun)
errr... yes??? if not how to be friends??/

~where does 9 live?(shu yi)
Punggol??

~are 5 & 2 gd friend? (celine , wei xiong)
YUP!!! OBS MATES!!

~does 7 like 2?( mei lin, wei xiong)
why not ;) after all wei xiong has so many girls that like him :D

~how do you know 2?(wei xiong)
OBS!!! IT ROXS!!!

~does 1 have a pet?(nigel)
Does a computer count??

~is 7 the sexiest girl in the world? (mei lin)
i dunno :o i nvr saw her

~is it possible 4 & 5 date each other?(kelvin and celine)
anything is possible !! but i suspect their boyfriend and girlfriend will whack them!! XP

~say something about 6? (ben Wong)
a good friend!!!

~relationship btwn u & 9.?(shu yi)
OBS MATE and Good friend!!

~what will you do if 10 hate you?(boon kiat)
suffer for sure... he my chairman leh... will just do push ups lorr...

44.List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her

45. which of the following in relationship?
oh ;) i know who likes who though . heheh esp in OBS

46. how u first met 3?
OBS!!!

47.if 3 & 10 together?
they will talk alot??

Stressed and tired...

2009-01-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

this will be a quick post. I'm just too tired to do all my usual things. Real stressed recently, been sleeping real late cause i was studying. I have eyebags under my eyebags. I look like some kind of freakish panda at the moment. The homework and tests just keep on piling up. Even scouts is getting busier and busier. More proposals to hand up considering the big event coming our way. To put it simply, I'm bloody stressed out at the moment. I'm doing too much in too short a time... my brain feels as if its gonna explode. Someone save me... i need the salvation. If possible i would die just so i can get some peace and quiet.

Haixs i freaking stressed at the moment. And its only the start of the year, more seems to be coming my way.

-panda eyes

CCA Maze

2009-01-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

Rather exhausted at the moment. I feel as if i'm running a marathon and the end is near. But the goal of mine is still not in sight. I feel as if i need to start my pacing before i die in exhaustion.

CCA Maze was fun today! roasted marshmellows and chicken as well. I only got one thing to say about the sec 1s this year, they are greedy suckers man. This boy was like eating the roasted chicken so much that he just stood at our booth for 20 mins waiting for the chicken. I roasted some marshmellows and gave it out . There was this cute little girl kept staring at the marshmellows that in the end i gave her one (: haha she was so cute, ran off with the marshmellow and came back for some more :D haha i gave her another two more and she was so happy . That's one of the main highlights of the day for me (: I just love to make others happy, especially small kids (: maybe i can become a teacher one day . Or that is what my ambition is.

Listening and singing along with chinese songs now. Hopefully i can improve my chinese before my O levels start . That way i have one last subject to worry about and a better chance of going into Anderson Junior College. Anderson is the JC i'm aiming for, as it's so close to my house and still quite a good school. Though it's abit rundown:P

Still got a lot of homework to complete and i haven't really started on it yet. I think i'm dead meat for now, rather tired . I shall attempt to do my homework tmr bah...

-dreamer out

Sry!!!

2009-01-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey guys sry bout not being online recently and all. Was studying like a nutter recently. I was practically buried in school work and tests:P even now i'm rushing my sch project ... been studying til 12 midnight recently . I feel as if i'm starting to be real stressed. And it's only the start of the year. Looks like i'm a goner... Gonna burnout real soon at the rate i'm going. Sec 4 is a real eye opener. I mean it's like a wake up call for me. What do i want in life? Up til now i'm still not sure. Less time for myself this days... i feel so stressed and lonely at the moment... no time for myself anymore...

Cramming in studies...

2009-01-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

The new year has just barely started yet i find myself buried under a mountain of homework and tests. Sec 4 does not seem to be a breeze, it looks as if its going to take lots of hard work and determination in order to see myself through the GCE 'O' Levels. I'm staying up later and later in a bid to keep ahead of all my homework and tests. There seems to be less chance for me to blog, but i relish the peace from not blogging. It gives me more time for myself and my studies that i usually reserved for blogging. Exercise seems to be a must in order to remain stress-free and confident in one self. I've started to exercise once more in a bid to keep fit and for personal rest and recreation. Being 16, it comes with lots of responsibilities that i don't seem to be prepared for. Relationships now take second place behind my studies, to put it simply, i can't be bothered to find that special girl anymore . I think i shall wait til after my exams before making the effort to do so. Being focused seems to be a problem for me last year. Hopefully i will be able to improve on that. I've been thinking on what i want to be when i grow up. The answer seems to be a teacher. Teacher touches the lifes of many kids, although it will be tough but i think i shall come to enjoy it. Maybe i will be like my cousin, Stephanie who is now studying to be a teacher, touching the lives of people. There just seems so much to say but so little time to do so. I feel trapped. I no longer care on whether anybody ever looks at my blog. I realised that it's about my own personal experience and my own feelings that count in here. Not the opinion of others . I shall be just myself and hope to make it through this year!!!

P.S I'm using formal English as our teacher said that we needed the practice for our orals:P

-Dreamer away....

Recount of events

2009-01-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

Ahhh!!! sry for not being able to post guys:P been rather busy lately!!! Today's the first day of the sch and i got nth much to say except ... IT ROXS!!!! met up with all my friends and obs mates!!! that seriously roxs!!!! woohoo!!! had a celebration lunch with nigel and ben lim !!! it was certainly interesting!!! all recounting our hols (: haha , saw seraphim today and she sure gave me a shock :P haha she looked completely different from the pic :P lols . But still it was fun seeing her i guess:D hmm still trying to watch twilight T.T still trying to find the opportunity to do so :P arghhhh i wanna go watch it and the chances are slimmer and slimmer that i will ever be able to watch it at this rate T.T haix... oh yah!!! the french family is leaving tmr !!! wahhh so sad.. dun wan them to go T.T it was a blast having them here in Singapore!!! haix.. maybe next year wun be seeing Pierre since he is going to Paris to study:P lucky guy.... i just want to visit Paris but he gets to stay there T.T haix... hmmm hopefully i can continue updating my blog !!! it's been getting harder to do so:P oh well

~dreamer out

Bored and tiring day..

2008-12-31T00:24:00.002+08:00

Rather tired at the moment... exhausted from todays chores.... went for a jog as well not too long ago...too be exact just 3 hrs ago:P O.O cheryl just called me, the "3" yr old kid. Lols(: that was funny. haix feel rather bored now...tml going chinatown with the french family ! maybe i shall take some pics. Not too sure bout it though:P haha see how tml!!

-dreamer out!!

6.1 Class outing!!!

2008-12-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!! Today i went out with my ex-classmates!!! and we sure changed alot!!! woohoo!!!! tis morn was horrible... i woke up looking like i had a black eye... my left eye was all swollen and puffy... it looked as if someone punched me:P oh well i sure looked different today... it was fun!!! no one recognized me at first lor lols(: so fun!!! saw Brian, Jun Kang, Jolene, Istar, Jia Le. The 6 of us we went to watch Bedtime stories(: haha i love the guinea pig . SO cute with the big eyes and all(: haha !! We ate at Vivo and had fun splashing around in the water:P apparantly they found out my shirt was transparent when wet. So they started splashing me like crazy!!! but i got back at some of them and managed to scrape through without getting too wet:P we took some pics and splashed alot more!!! haha:D went to timezone after the splashing and the guys were owned by Jia Le in her shooting game. I mean it's unbelievable the way she plays!!! got owned by her :P had to go home after everything was done, but so sad i could not join them for dinner... WAHHH!!!! i wanna go!!! T.T instead i went home with Jia Le... haix... but stilll today was a great day!!!!! YEAH!!!!

-dreamer out!!!

Fun Day

2008-12-29T01:37:00.002+08:00

Today was great!!! had dim sum for brunch with Pierre and his family. We went to Warren Golf & Country Club for it. Kind of woke up rather late this morning. Our family woke up half and hour before our guests were suppose to arrive:P so we were kind of in a hurry. Ate alot during brunch, my father ordered so much food that could not really finish:P 8 people and we were struggling to finish up the food. It was quite fun chatting with them and exchanging stories.Went bowling after our brunch, we were like little rollie-pollies, barely could move:P Bowling was a disaster:P me and Pierre were competing against our own sisters, i mean they have a handicap lor. Called BUMPERS!!!! damn it was hard to beat them, but i did fairly okay. Was really bad at the last game, alot of zeros...zzz.... tmr will be meeting up with my pri sch classmates :D woohoo !!! that's great !!! got permission from my mom . So it kinda rocks. Rather exhausted now, but too hyped up too sleep. And it may be due to the fact that i have been sleeping around this time for the past week :P how am i gonna survive once school starts i shall never know!!!

dreamer out-

Heart to Heart talk

2008-12-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

I feel happier now:D had a heart to heart talk with my mum and now we understand each other better(; anyway she said yes to me going for the gathering on mon, so thats a plus sign!!! we chatted so long that it was 1 plus when we finished and i had no bathed yet... so i was rather stinky... so yah i feel loads better!!! hmm not sure why my friend so silent today:P dunno... haix... recently everyone has been rushing off on their homework that everyone has forgotten about little me... zzz at least i can look forward to a scolding on the first day of sch:P still wanna watch twilight... maybe i can watch it on the first day of sch!! sneak and watch it !!! oh well got lots of things going on now!! lots of changes to be made !!! after all, a new year means a fresh new start.

dreamer off-

Disappointing day

2008-12-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

Rather bored at the moment:P maybe i should make some new friends!!! but how... haix...no idea:P ran and exercised once more:P exercising more lately. Running, push-ups, crunches... all working out... haix.. i really must get out more often... After the O lvls i promise myself to go out like every single day!!! arghhhh!!!! nowadays i'm not sure what to post or say any longer. I feel rather detached from this world. Neither here nor there:p

oh well let me ponder upon this while i'm slaving away:P

Alright christmas

2008-12-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

Had fun today at my godmum's house. She gave me some cologne as a christmas present. Hmm not bad, smells real nice:D lols , she gave my cousin an iPod shuffle ... wahh not bad lor... she also gave me an iPod shuffle before but it was the old model.. oh well stilll not bad , at least i have an mp3 player. I feel at a loss for words. Oh well, I'm working out once more:P running and all that. Must prepare for NAPFA!!! sch starts in just a weeks time and i'm still not really prepared:P haven't done my homework at all... except for my maths that is:P lost my chem and bio homework. Menon and Aida gonna kill me:P esp menon, still haven't handed in my report book:P oh well, shall die in sch!!!

MERRY XMAS

2008-12-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

MERRY XMAS!!

Really happy now(: recieved lots of smses from my friends. This Christmas is just awesome!!! happy days are here!!!

Sad

2008-12-24T10:12:00.002+08:00

haix... very sad that i could not go to the munshi bbq last nite... i sure missed out on alot of fun ....oh well hopefully next year there will be another outing !!! i just wish for it.... rather bored yesterday... had nothing to do and no one was talking with me... so yeah.. haix.. yesterday was a sad day for me... hopefully today will be better

French Visit

2008-12-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hey sry guys for being so moody recently:P ermm i'm fine now and i think i'm gonna change my blogskin!!! Yesterday my old french neigbours came to visit:D it was definitely fun and interesting . Pierre, their son, is 16 this year and apparantly it's his last year of sch before he goes to France for his college:P that's cool!!! Anyway he is still rather tall but i'm catching up to him!! not so bad as the previous visit:P i mean i was one head shorter than him!!!! now i'm taller !! woots!! Clemence, his sis, has changed abit but not too much:P but my god... she sure is growing rather fast . She's nearly the same height as my sis and she's only 10(: Their parents are just great and i really like them alot. Anyway Clemence stayed over at our house and it was alright, she and my sis had fun anyway :P so yeah :P got this nice wallet made from camel leather:P lols

haix sch is starting soon and i haven't really done my sch hmwk:P but still not really stressed!! will only be stressed when sch starts and we all rush our hmwk!!! lols !! still haven't passed up my report book and i was supposed to do so during the holidays:P lols

oh well i hope that you guys will enjoy the last of the holidays:D it's only a couple more weeks before sch reopens:)

blah blah blah-

Visit and upset...

2008-12-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

I feel so hurt... i just don't give a shit about what you are saying anymore... you have lost your trust in me...i just feel so broken now...i'm a broken man...i just... i don't have anything to say... except i'm really hurt and angry... you don't understand me... no one does...everything is crap...words that came from you have lost their meaning... So screw off...i can't take it anymore... my heart can't take it anymore...i'm crying even as i type this post.. that's how sad i am... my heart can't take it no more..

Alright day

2008-12-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

i've been happy and sad recently:P hitting mood swings non stop!! i feel sad and uneasy lately... it feels as if i'm missing something...i feel so down.... did not do much today except i had a haircut and it kinda sucks...

my heart feels rather heavy as if time is running out for me... i never know what to do... i'm missing something in life... i want my friends... i want to be free...i'm being random... my mind is really messed up at the moment... nobody trusts me...

drowning in my sorrows...

Happy Day

2008-12-20T11:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a fab day for me (: chatted with lots of my friends and renewed old aquaintances ( i hope i spelt it right:P) did not really do much except read abit and chat . Did some household chores as well (: Ermmm oh yah , my french neighbour is finally coming over to SGP to visit us !! woohoo!! their flight to SGP is today, i wonder if we shall have dinner with them :P not sure . But it looks like its going to be a happy hols for me this year(: made lots of memorable friends , had a great time in OBS with many wonderful memories there!! Spent time at the china trip where bonded more with YZ !! all in all it has been a great year and hols for me:D Oh well :P nothing left to say but tag before leaving!!!

Have a Happy Holiday!!!
And a Merry Christmas:D
Daryl!!

Com spoilt

2008-12-19T09:07:00.002+08:00

Haix the laptop in my house has died on me!!! ahhhh can't use the computer anymore:P now using the com at the third floor... zzz.... no privacy at all... haix... yesterday was alright bah.. but i need the com to live!!!! ahhh sian... and i'm rather upset.... my mom banned me from going to the munshi bbq which is on next tuesday.... i miss the munshi lots.... but now... maybe i can persuade my mom... but i don't think it's possible... i'm really upset about it....

dreamer out-

house hold chores today:P

2008-12-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

wow 2day was really crazy:P hahax it was fun but yet weird at the same time. Last night was chatting with Mei Lin through sms around 1 plus when we both knocked out and fell aslp halfway :P the funny thing is we both woke up at 5 for some reason and continued our conversation. Hahax that was a first for me. It was definitely interesting and fun. Cleaned all the doors on the first floor:P gods.. left with another 8 more doors to clean before me and my sis are done. Haix i wanna go watch twilight, but apparantly they rated it 2 and a half stars. But i still wanna go watch it . Maybe i can arrange something with my sister and go together with her. But i'm hoping to go out with someone other than my sis... not that i don't love her :P hahax . Oh well gotta depend on my parents.

nada on the poetry or ending sentence i usually have. Can't think of any:P
and i'm really alright guys:D you haven't seen me at my worst depression ever. but some of my frens may have remembered it. I was so upset that i really broke down 100 percent:P

lolx hola people:D
dreamer out-

bored and afraid...

2008-12-16T20:35:00.004+08:00

I realized one thing... no one talks to me... unless I start talking to them... am I such a bad person? haix...i feel horrible now... I think i must have a really bad personality .... maybe i have no friends that i can count on...i feel downright miserable.... issit that people start relying on me too much?? do they think that i will always be there to chat with them... i wonder what happens if i just stopped tryin... be my emo self when i was a sec 1...

did nothing much today... stayed home and cleaned the house today... nothing worth mentioning...

loner out--

sick and weird day

2008-12-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

I was sick once more:P went to study wif celine 2day :D it was fun although silent XP since i did not really talk much since we were suppose to study:D anyway met brenda as well. Payed her the money i owed her for the concert tickets. Not bad, i still owed her 2 bucks but she still gave me a nice souvenir:D WOOHOO, can't believe she can remember saving a souvenir from me. It looks cute too :D Anyway THANKS BRENDA!!! ermmm SORRY CELINE!!!! had to leave you halfway cause i wasn't feeling so well. Hmm nothing much happened in the afternoon except i stole Breaking Dawn from my sister's hiding place and read itXP. I juz need a couple more hours and I can finish up the whole book:D. Today was great :D kept humming and singing songs. Been rather happy this holidays:D .... I just thought of something that made me really sad.... i'm filled with grief at the moment....

dreamer out-

fun day

2008-12-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

2day had loads of fun :D actually i just stayed home and slackedXP . Watched Mamma Mia once more, and i got to say it was great. Although its rather nonsensical , I luve it !!! What can I say, I'm a sucker for shows that have ABBA songsXP I mean I grew up listening to it :D it kinds of sticks to you. After that I was in a kind of happy mood. Singing and dancing abit. Maybe I have finally gone bonkers. I mean in Singapore if you see people singing and dancing along the street, you would start calling for the white jacket. It will be like ...

"Look Ma , a crazy person is dancing on the road!!"
"Better call Woodbridge Mental Hospital!!!"

hmm maybe it's time I finally went nuts with joy. Oh well I was in a happy mood for the rest of the day.

At night, went for my class. I seriously like latin dancing. It seems more fun and challenging, not to mention more romanticXP. Hmm, I think I wanna learn how to waltz as well. But that shall require another class...Maybe after my O levels...

I did this chicken move for my lesson today. It was like 3 fast moves in a hopping fashion. But the way I did it, looks as if a chicken was trying to fly:P Hop, hop, hop...Hey presto you got a chicken. Hmm I better refine this move before I become a dead chicken. Oh well other than that, nothing much happened in my ordinary life. And i just realised that I'm in deep shit at the moment. Forgot to reply my friend if i'm going to see Bolt on Wed... he is so going to bloody kill me when school reopens!!!

oh well, lost my inspiration suddenly due to the murderous intention my friend is thinking of. I'm a dead duck as they say.

dreamer out-

spring cleaning....

2008-12-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

2day was slave day 4 me... work and work and work...haiz...other than my boring day at home , there was nothing of interest for me to take note of. Hmmm, lately i feel rather bored and unemotional. For some reasons i can't explain, i feel as if i'm missing something very important in my life. There is this lack of accomplishment in my life, a void as you can say. So many crisis and problems are causing havoc in this world. I take life's simple pleasures for granted lately. Maybe it's time for me to get serious and start grinding for my studies. I feel as if my personality is undergoing a sort of test at the moment. The outcome will decide who i will be in the future. Hopefully, i can make it through this trial.

Every breath I take, I think of you.
Every beat my heart makes, I think of our love.
The day my heart stops beating, shall be the day our love shall die.
Does thou require my life forfeit, for our love to die?
-Daryl

for some reasons i can't explain i did this poem... not even sure if it's even a poem.... oh well it was interesting test for me ,to be able to come up with this poem.

dreamer out-

funny day:D

2008-12-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

2day was wad u can call a babysittin dayXP i was mostly babysittin the entire time zzz.... it was mostly okay the entire day, rather sad i nvr get to try the Grand Course at the Forest Adventure at Bedok reservoir... zzz ... it looks so fun lor....but still it was rather interestin to watch the small kids run around... i tink i can do a babysitting service XP lyk i charge per hr ... lolx, anyway on the ride back home wif my god family it was so funny inside the car:D hahax... halfway on the way home , my godmum jammed brakes and den the popcorn my godbros were eatin spilled out... lolx...so funny lor:D hahax XP the youngest , Dylan. Kept saying the popcorn was in his shoes!!Upon sayin tt he juz took the popcorn frm his shoes and chucked it into his stinky socksXP it was lyk .... so hilarious :D hahax den he kept sayin the popcorn was in his shoes and kept filling up his socksXP we all laughed til we nearly died... hahax:D a memo for me not 2 pass the popcorn to Dylan anymore:P hahax other than tt nth much happened liao:D read finished the third bk of the Twilight saga !!! woohoo !! gonna grab the book frm my sis as soon as possible :D haiz.. juz tryin 2 get the book is a torture itself...my sis has all 4 bks but ... she treats it lyk gold bar...zzz... hides it all away... but i know where she keeps it :D hahaxXP

no inspiration 2day... zzz.... rather tired and i hve tis bad itch ... haiz...

dreamer out---

bored..

2008-12-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

zzz.... rather bored 2day... din see anth interesting .... was stuck at home and all tt...haiz... my sis lost her wallet 2day so it was lyk all hell had broken loose frm the way my father is reactingXP it's lyk a nuclear war zone lor... eruptions here and there...haiz.. oh well other than WWIII breaking out, it was a calm and peaceful day... nth much 2 see and say about.. scenery wasn't so nice 2 comment upon... hmmm oh well 2day made plans 2 go study wif Celine nxt wk... hmmm hopefully i can go bah XP

no inspiration 4 2day... but i got a neat cheer for our troop !! woohoo!!! tt is if u guys wun feel embarassed bout doin it XP hahax

dreamer out !!

boored day

2008-12-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

had a boring day 2day... study study...zzzz...zzz... haiz... now i hve prob liao... i dun think i free 2 go 4 munshi bbq on the 23rd... zzzz sian... muz let celine decide on it... haiz... i really wanna go on a study outin... hmmm celine was askin me but i got parental issues... mayb i can sneak out... CELINE WhN u wanna???? i rottin at home....haiz.z.

Life Whizzes by for me...
What do i have to show ??
An empty page but lots of memories...
You know what??? It was worth it...
-Daryl

dreamer out

Wild Wild Wet !!!

2008-12-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

Went Wild Wild Wet 2day !! it was fun and exhaustinXP got a rather bad sunburn at the moment !!! ahhh got lots of injuries 2day man :P scraped my knee rather badly XP both knees actually ... put some colourful plasters on it . Tis kid so funny lor at wild wild wet XP she was lyk starin at my colourful plasters and fell facedown into the pool XP hahax weird... i bet i can be rmb down there for my colourful plastersXP rather exhausted and tired at the moment... haiz.. oh well here r some photos frm my trip!!!

ermmm.... lyk dots.... cnt tink of anth....

haiz.. nxt time bahh when i feel inspired XP now rather exhausted...

dreamer out!!

Ice Skatin and SGP flyer aftwards

2008-12-08T22:31:00.004+08:00

2day was superb !!! went out wif my godmum and her family!! it was awesome hahax!!! we went ice skatin at kallang b4 gg 2 the SGP FLYER!! woohoo!! it roxs lor!! hahax , had a great amount of fun!! even went to the arcade and it was so cute lor to see them :D hahax anyway here r some pics we took!! actually it's all candid shots !! all the weird positions u see inside were all tot of by me XP lolx !!! mayb tml i might go wild wild wet if the weather holds !!! ahhhhh!!! i wan!!!!!!!

A meteor blazed across the sky...

blindin me frm the stars of reason...

wif u around there is no reason...

it's juz love....

- Daryl

wassup guys!! was inspired 2day by my fun and excitin day wif my family hahax!! u can say my godparents r my extended family!!! lolx

dreamer out!!

Back from camp!!

2008-12-08T08:59:00.002+08:00

Alrite guys!!! finally back frm camp !! woots!!! got nth much to say bout the camp other den i expected it to be much tougher lor....oh well!! stayed at RI for 4 days and it's not bad man... quite big lor.... played some games and lots of tekkan lah... but not tough enough.... although every1 says dey gonna die... dunno whyXP hahax i tot it was too slack liao!! anyway i was in grp gemini!!! i was leadin d grp the entire time lor... along wif arnold. It was due to the fact tt i was the only sec 3 in my grp, but tis was a leadership course !!! so the rest suppose to lead as well!!! lolx i realised during the enitre camp tt RI ppl luv seminars.... we had so many seminars.... and i'm not gonna say anth but, let's juz say i fell aslp alot of timesXP was rather dry...

aft my camp went 2 botak jones 4 dinner!! wootz it was great man!!! ate it wif my frens and went home aft tt.. knocked out like some dead piece of weight when watchin tv... so went 2 slp liao.... i tink i will post more in details tml.. or make it more interestin bah... rather tired at the moment...

Depressed and upset

2008-12-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

I am seriously depressed and upset at the moment...i have a lot of problems in my head at the moment... even now i'm contemplatin suicide cuz i'm too upset and depressed... i have so much frustrations on me at the moment.... i wrote it all down and i'm plannin 2 give it 2 my mum...the pressure is slowly increasin upon me until i feel lyk i wanna explode frm all that pressure... if u do not see me postin on my blog on monday, search the newspapers on tues.. will probably hve me on it....as teen suicide... really upset and depressed at the moment... nth seems to cheer me up... i'm lyk a zombie at the moment...barely alive and functionin...mayb it's time 4 me to start anew wif my life... although i will miss all the memories i had of tis life...
haiz.. rather depressed ....
dreamer out...

Sick once more XP

2008-12-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

oh well i'm sick once more XP tt kinda stinks... vomitted once in the early morning and it was lucky i made it 2 the bucket tt was beside me lor... if not my bed would hve had a very ugly stain. And it's such a nice bedsheet:D oh well i puked so much tt i tink even my neighbour can hear it frm his house:P it sounded lyk Niagra Falls and looked lyk it 2 :P

lay in bed for the rest of the afternoon and slept abit . Was rather lyk a zombie u see from those lousy movies. Even sounded lyk oneXP did not feel completely human again til dinner time. Had some porridge, tt was kinda sticky. After that juz wasted my time away packing for my camp in juz 2 days time... hmmm hopefully the camp will not be entertained by the sights and sounds of Niagra Falls which i hope 2 ignoreXP

At that i close tis chapter of my day and hopefully nxt time when u hear the sounds of Niagra Falls nearby , you will know it's me. Be a dear soul and bring a bucket with you please.

Nada on the poem thing once moreXP was rather bz 2 be inspired 2day so yeah... gd luck every1

-dreamer out

Exhaustin day...

2008-12-02T00:22:00.002+08:00

2day was simply put exhaustin....mentally and physically..... Had 2 help out wif my cca 2day...i brought a grp of sec 1s 2 Sarimbun Scout Camp... and it took me 2 bloody long hours 2 reach there... it was so ulu ulu lor the place... wah apparantly National Patrol camp more hiong den OBS lor... u look at all the participants... can all become spokesperson for a tanning salon. I din recognize some of my frens even... they totally changed durin the camp... reach there, helped put all the equip onto a lorry we rented. Then sat at the back of the lorry... it was seriously dangerous lor.. one big bump and u can fly off the lorryXP lolx !! wore my sunglasses there and it was funny lor hahax i looked weird !! but i dun mind i guess ...it looks nice !! hahax anyway the lorry took an hr 2 reach bac 2 my sch ( waddya noe..bac at the start of my journey once more) but not bad leh... on the way back to sch , our lorry got a fine... by traffic police... it's called bad luck..so by the time evrth was packed and done... it was 6 plus and my fingers were kinda peelin.. calluses or blisters i not really sure XP haiz...

my fingers r kinda peelin alot now... not sure why... only thing i know is that it looks alot lyk raisins at the moment... after the raisins had been shaved bald lahXP lolx... anyway lots of stuff r happenin tis days!! woohoo... and waddya noe... i hve a camp in 3 days time... so tt kinda suxs... hopefully it will be as gd as OBS lor... but i dun think so... since all guys once more XP lolx ... not tt i hve anth against guys lah... but aft a while u kinda get tired of all tt swearin.. there is only so much ur mind can think of concerin certain male and female genitals in an insult...

Considerin tt , i wonder how well those guys would do when put into a roomful of girls XP Tt is not something i look forward 2 considerin how badly maimed i will be usin all tt vulgarities XP lolx:D

anyway got nth much 2 say!!
got no inspiration so nada on the poem or smth at the end...
dreamer out!!!

Welcomin Commitee!!

2008-11-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

Yeah !! shuyi is bac frm vietnam!! so now we only hve 2 wait 4 KK to come back frm the UK b4 our munshi family is whole once more!!! I feel lyk it has been wks since our las gatherin when in fact it was only 2 wks ago.... gods... i miss the munshis so much....anyway some munshis went 2 b the welcomin committee 2 fetch shuyi !!! they are Wei Xiong, Yong Zhi, Lorrayne and Zi Hui!! woots u guys rock!!! sry i was unable to join in lah... but had lunch wif my grandparents 2day... as they say family comes first !! but u guys r my second family i guess !!! lookin bac at all the gatherins i realise one thing ... Yong Zhi has been to all the gatherins thus far... our medic has been the most dedicated to the munshi family... mayb he misses his "wife" ;D hahax anyway YZ u ROX!!!

not really inspired 2day....can't really think of anth 2 put down XP
hmm...

Good times may seem 2 short...
but life is ever shorter....
enjoy each moment....
as it may be your last ever....
- Daryl
oh well... rather shabby... but it will do XP
dreamer out!!

Ryan's Bday

2008-11-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

wow 2day was rather fillin tt's all i had 2 say... ate at swensen's and ate rather lyk a pig XP had tis brownie on a sizzlin pan and it was lyk... O.O so nice and big i guess... it was my dessert... and it was meant 4 two personsXP but i ate it all on my own... looks lyk i hve 2 start exercisin again... aft tt dinner 2 celebrate my godbro's bday we went 2 their house!! and there we were treated 2 a rock concert by my godbros XP hahax so cute lor the 3 of dem XP singin and playin the guitar on their Wii... hahax the youngest of them is seriously cute lor :D i tink he is gonna break lots of hearts one day:D hahax even now he is so cute :D although he is 5 tis yr...

got nth much 2 say bout 2day liao...

Memories are all tt remains,
What happened to all the gd times...
Will you still be there.....
when i'm back someday??
-Daryl

hmm nth 2 inspire me 2day...
so it's rather bleah...
oh well prac makes perfect!!
dreamer out!!

Choir Performance

2008-11-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

Watched Nan Chiau's choir performance and it was ... interestin lor XP tts all i can really say as it's the first time i ever attended one lyk tis XD so yah... anyway brenda has changed abit frm the las time i saw herXP but still... she is rather short for her age lor... hmm i tink i still prefer our sch concert !! it was at the esplanade so it was magnificent lor!! i mean when our sch decides 2 throw a concert it does it with a big bang !! i emphasize on BIG!!! lolx anyway tmr gg out 2 swensen's 4 dinner !! it's my godbro bday !! and he is lyk 4 yrs younger den me lor... but my godmum is the best !!! cuz she treat me and my sis as the best !! hahax juz jk XP hmm rather tired and exhausted at the moment...

Everyday goes by so fast...
wad happened 2 all the stars ...
tears seem 2 be all tt remains...
where are all the memories??

-Daryl !!!

hahax my own personal ....ermmm not sure wad lah..
but dreamer out!!!

A dreamer...

2008-11-28T09:21:00.002+08:00

Sry i din post ystday... but was rather bz lah:P anyway nth much happened ystday tt is worth mentionin other den i made a new fren lah !! hmmm gg 4 a choir performance tonite and can't find any1 2 go XP lolx oh well nvr mind bah my fren also cnt find any1 2 go wif so it seems lyk we stuck together:P her fren las min cnt make it, my fren also las min cnt make it ... so .... dots lor... lucky she my pri sch fren man.. if not i wun hear the end of it frm u guys!! oh well i will b sure 2 take lots of pics tonite and post if possible lah!!! hahax

dreamer out!!

Headache man...

2008-11-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

Shoot lah.... i now got a bigg prob... haiz.... anyway until i solve it i shan't mention it anymore.. bad 4 my well-being XP bein negative is not wad i am... lolx:D

anyway the days r runnin past so fast... in juz a couple more wks the hols will b over... but at least i can look forward 2 a munshi gatherin near the end of the year!!!! woots!! my day 2day was rather borin so shan't mention bout it:P i hope tt everth will turn out alrite by fri nite... if not i am so dead...

keep it up u guys !!!!
dreaming out!!

exhausted and sickXP

2008-11-25T23:04:00.002+08:00

well 2day is rather ....haiz... dunno wad 2 say lah... got alot of probs in my mind now... anyway got nth much 2 say bout 2day other den i went 2 play badminton wif my father's frens and got a run for my money :P sweat alot lor... they all exp players and can seriously make u run lyk nuts... so yah got my butt kicked by them...

Anyway abt the bbq durin the las wk of Dec for the munshis... it was actually me and celine who decided ... ppl pls i not the ic... celine is the ic!!! haiz.. nvr mind i think i lyk secretary lor... anyway will email u guys more details bout the bbq so keep checkin ur email!!! tt nite muz play truth and dare and tell time somemore ;-) eh jaz?? got tink hard abt it anot?? hahax hopefully we will hve fun , joy , peace and laughter!!! lolx!! rather tired at the moment... was sick earlier on in the day.... but i still went 2 play badminton... so slightly worse bah...

k den i got nth much 2 say other den...
munshi out!!!

Mentally Challengin...

2008-11-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Haiz... i now hidden away studyin... oh well i better study 2 make my mum happy if not she will blow at me lor... rather tired at the moment.... i wanna go slp...
anyway i tink tt my life has been alrite though i nvr fulfilled my dream 2 go on a tour of Europe and visit america...i tink i'm pretty satisfied wif my life at the moment:D made lots of new frens tis yr. My contacts on msn doubled wad it used 2 be:P overall i tink tt tis yr has been a great and fantastic yr for me!!! i got 2 noe the munshis !!! made frens in china, made frens in sgp!!! renewin frenship ties wif my french fren!! (his whole family is comin 2 visit durin christmas!!) overall tis yr has been absolutely great 4 me!!!!

Every day new surprises awaits us, what we do with it determines our future. Do we make the best out of it?? or do we make a big fuss and do completely nth bout it ?? I believe tt in life u r the captain of ur own ship !! u make the decisions and no matter how small the decision may be, it may still affect the way u live . Although life brings about new struggles, we wonder what issit tt makes us continue livin our life ?? I think tt it is the sweetness of knowin u hve managed to defeat and conquer ur problems and challenges in life. Each victory spurs us on as we challenge ourselves to move on to greater heights.

But in life , you also need that lighthouse which guides ur way. Although u may be the captain of your own ship, but u still need the guidance frm tt lighthouse which gives u a sense of purpose in life. Tt lighthouse could be your parents or ur teachers or even your frens. It only depends on whether you are willing to see that light of guidance frm them . Whenever you feel lost and alone, look beyond yourselve to find tt ray of hope and friendliness u can find only in ur lighthouse. If you ever feel lost and afraid, as frens we will stand by u and face it with you. Aft all tts wad frens r for, helpin you along in your life, experiencing new challenges wif u. I have said to much alrdy. I guess i really am abit mental now... the fatigue is killin me now...

back to studyin i guess:P tis really helped me 2 relax!! u guys shld try it too!!
lolx XP munshi out

A bored day...

2008-11-24T16:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz... i'm really bored 2day... got nth 2 do except study lor... built another shoe cabinet 2day by myself... took me less time... but nvr mount it on the wall XP haiz.. my mum says if i wanna study i go 3rd floor and study 2 get my peace and quiet... but it's so big and hot lor... even though got balcony.. i mean it's the size of one master bedroom and bigger!! which is quivalent 2 2 normal size rms lor... i wanna move up 2 tt rm !!! been buggin my mum cuz i wanna move up 2 tt rm!!! got more space which means bigger bookshelf for all my books!! i mean i runnin out of space liao... haiz...

I realized tt our munshi family is bein broken down into a smaller grp , which is basically the life of the party ppl!!

Let's see: Dayah BZ
KK In UK 4 a mth
Shu yi in vietnam and will b bac on sun
Adam is MIA
Aloy is MIA
Rafidah is MIA
Fatin is MIA
Wilson bz wif his gf
Kelvin bz wif his gf
Jaz is rockin
Celine also rockin
Ben Wong MIA
YZ is MIA also
Lorrayne bz wif her bf
Zihui also rockin
WX is rockin
I also rockin

Wow tt's all the munshis lor... muz hve pep talk soon !! boost every1's spirits!!! hmmm alot of MIA ppl ( Missin In Action)...
hmmm i wunder who is able 2 go pick shuyi up frm the airport ?? i tink lorrayne and zihui!! not sure bout YZ . i dunno lor it's lyk every wk hve munshi outin but not many ppl r free le aft the first outin....
haiz i wanna do cheers again lor!!! i motivate every1 by doin silly cheers durin OBS.. i was juz noisy i guess :P

Got nth much 2 say le... except KEEP UP THE MUNSHI SPIRIT!!!!
munshi out

Construction Worker ME!!

2008-11-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

Well dun hve much 2 say bout my day 2day except i did DNT!!! (which means design and tech)... I built a freakin shoe cabinet wif my father and it took the WHOLE afternoon !!! and it was only 1 cabinet.... but hve 2 consider tt we tore down 3 others also kay...old cabinets i mean!!

Heard Dayah was on9 tis morn!!! can't believe she can still rmb us !!! mayb we r hard 2 forget XP hahax which is a gd thing i guessXD i tink i wld hve gone nuts tryin 2 rmb all the names of her grp lor>.< i mean every wk got a new grp.. which muz be nuts man...

I gg nuts liao... tokin 2 pierre, celine, zihui, ben wong, poon and tryin 2 post at the same time... blur liao XP shoot lah my sis wanna use the com... haiz...
anyway really enjoyed 2day's lesson. I realized tt latin dancin was seriously more fun and excitin lor !! samba is nice but i tink i wanna try smth lyk waltz or smth lyk it lolx!!
gotta go le
munshi out

Late Post

2008-11-22T22:44:00.004+08:00

Sry guys but i juz watched a movie juz now :P and i only got one thing to say !!! 2 THUMBS UP!!!! i dunno whether this movie will b comin out in theatres soon but if it does u guys better watch it !!! the dance moves r outta tis world !!! ( tt's my opinion i tink XP) The movie is called Another Cinderella Story, and it is totally nth lyk the previous 2 shows !!! I can only say it ROXS!!! Luv their dance moves and the song tt is played when dey r dancin !!! go youtube or smth and find the preview of tis movie !!!

Gd Morn guys !!! sry 4 the late post as i was rather bz earlier on XP anyway 2day din do much tt is worth mentionin . We say Hasta La Vista to another of our Munshi family, Shuyi. She will be leavin for Vietnam ltr on 2day wif her frens ( lucky stiff) , anyway Bon Voyage and hope u hve a safe and fun trip!!! ( Dun forget our pres eh??XP) I got nth else tt i wanna say except tt 2day kinda roxs!!! one of the best i had since OBS!!! except 4 tt munshi gatherin on the 16 Nov XP . Anyway thks 4 all the concern u guys showed me but i tink i'm on the road to recovery !!! (At least my personality is still there XP Not sure bout my mental state though XD lolx...)

Jaz- thks for the tag and it's gd to noe u r finally well enuf 2 come on9 !!! And I know i can oways count on the Munshis and my frens for support !!!

Anyway got nth else to say except go watch tt movie !! i'm advertising for it !! so they had better pay me big bucks XD lolx i bein retarded now... 2 hyped le bah i guessXP

gg 2 slp le !!
munshi out!!

Sick....

2008-11-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

I dun feel 2 well lately... been feelin rather light-headed....get exhausted rather easily... been runnin on pure will power tis few days... my throat is even worse instead of better... gods sometimes i even feel lyk faintin due 2 so dizzy.... i dunno y tis is happenin 2 me... went 2 exercise earlier on... and nearly collapsed when i reach home.... i really dun feel well...

i have tis fear tt i may hve wad my mum has....cancer... i mean she got cancer twice and now not really sure if she can survive tis cancer... it's lyk in her genes or smth... mayb it's my mum's side .. i mean my aunts also hve cancer but not as serious as my mum...my cousin had brain tumour or cancer when he was roughly my age... i'm so scared of tt happenin 2 me... i mean every1 says i hve my mum's genes... i look lyk my father but i'm more lyk my mum in terms of personality... las time i wasn't afraid as i din tink i would be so lucky to get cancer... but now i'm not really sure... with all tis symptoms tt is rather similar 2 wad my mum had when she got cancer... i feel rather scared inside now... i juz hope tt tis is juz a normal illness... i can't bear it if ltr i find out i hve cancer in the third stage .... juz lyk my mum... i can't bear to leave behind all my frens and the increase in pressure on my father... he can barely cope now wif all my mum's medical fees... i dun wanna add to his burden.... i juz pray tt i will recover soon and normally... nth critical will happen... speakin of pray i thk Zhi Hao for his kind offer to get his pastor 2 pray for my mum, but my father will blow if he found out bout tt... i got nth else to say... gonna rest .... not R.I.P !!!

P.S Bye-Bye KK and Zihui as they fly off for their hols overseas!!! hope u can keep up the munshi or OBS spirit!!! Rmb us when you arrive bac in SGP!!!

going going gone....

Attitude

2008-11-20T23:12:00.003+08:00

i realized tt i very positive de , usually very optimistic or smth XD i can count on 1 hand the no. of times i became angry in my 15 yrs of life XD mayb it's juz tt i'm a happy go lucky guy bah ... hmmm i rather patient de but if u ever make me angry u better run far far !! cuz i will kik u frm here 2 america XP but i wun stay angry 4 long de lor lolx !!

b4 i say anth else !!! HAPPY BDAY BEN WONG!!!
we hve been frens frm sec 1 til now XD and i will oways rmb the exp of u seatin nxt 2 me durin the sec 2 yr. The pain and sufferin we suffered tgt when we punched each other . And the sufferin of havin lin chun in our class 4 2 yrs whackin others *ahem* XD

also bye-bye KK 4 his 1 mth overseas trip!! hope tt u can rmb us when u come bac!!! me and ben wong will hve pres 4 u ;D in terms of physical XD lolx juz jk !!!!

oh ya juz rmb XD my old french neighbour is comin 2 visit 4 christmas XD hahax !! wunder how they r doin in tunisia XD will b sure 2 post some pics bout him and his family !! lolx

my sis buggin me liaox she lyk mozzie frm Pulau Ubin lor!! vicious and pesky !!! i tmr morn post more bah !!!

Pesky mozzie !! i gonna bring Bygone when i use the com nxt time !!!!

MUNSHI OUT!!!

Another Munshi OUtin

2008-11-19T18:36:00.004+08:00

Tmr gonna hve another munshi outin lor...or actually it's a dinner celebration 4 ben wong's bday, shu yi's bday and kia kiat's bye-bye dinner :P

lolx anyway i not gg bah... my mum alrdy said no more outin XD. So now i noe hu not gg liao.. lemme see, me , wei xiong ( he has a course so i dun tink he wanna go) , jasmine ( she sick), celine( parental objection??), rafidah, fatin, aloysius, ben wong, adam plus me . Which means only 7 munshi's r gg lor... haiz.. the life of the group is not there liao... i mean the ppl who tok the most r not there... confirm gonna b a silent meetin... or not as rowdy gatherin XD hahax:D

hmmm jasmine is seriously sick ... alamak she got sick the same day as me and still not yet recover. This is startin 2 get serious man... , munshis r gettin sick !! Even wei xiong also coughin liao !!! u guys muz seriously take care!! esp those who went 4 the sl camp rite aft OBS

got nth much 2 say bout 2day except it was spring cleanin 4 me... cleaned frm 3rd floor to 1st floor and even my room... my mum on cleanin spree XD
so got nth much 2 say but HOPE U GUYS GET WELL SOON!!!

P.S Wei Xiong i knew it will make u cry de XP but r u sure it really did make u cry anot ???

Sick

2008-11-19T00:33:00.004+08:00

I tink i rather sick ... no idea y... feel lyk i floatin among the clouds.. mayb i hit a growth spurt... feel rather tall 4 no reason.... gods its givin me a headache lor... went 2 the food fair in expo 2day... saw lots of ppl wearin OBS shirts, reminded me of my exp in OBS lor..along wif my Munshi family. Saw greendale uniforms as well hahax:D Went 2 suntec city aftwards 4 the bookfest there, bought lots of books. And blah blah blah... i'm sure u guys dun wanna listen 2 my day. Haiz..my mind is havin a huge headache.. tots r runnin here and there...but mostly on the munshi family... keepin in contact wif the munshi family. Smsin some of them durin the day. Hmmm hope ur throat recovers soon Jasmine, if not u will b known as macho girl XD Perservere ah Wei Xiong!! the journey is still gonna b bloody tough 4 u wif tt course u gg rite aft ur sl camp. Take care of ur sis ah Celine, u now a big sis will hve huge responsibility set upon u. I dun tink i spelt any1's name wrongly leh Zi Hui.
hmmm... got nth else 2 say liao except gd luck every1!!

Munshi oUT

P.S HAPPY BDAY SHUYI !!!!! Sry if i forgot, got alot of things on my mind recently. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND WE KNOW U HVE A BF XD Hahax take care munshi!!!!! tok more ah!!!! hope u do well in ur studies and ur <3 life XD

Special Video

2008-11-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

I made tis special video for the Munshi Family... It's really sad... lookin at it can really make u cry...This is my tribute to the munshi's !!!! It represents all the emotions i held on the last day of OBS....I juz hope tt u guys will enjoy it.

Munshi!!!!

YONG ZHI IS A DEAD MAN!!!

2008-11-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

Here r some pics of the munshi family !!!

YONG ZHI u bugger u r gg down man !!! i gonna take u down!!!!haiz....

dun wanna tok bout it liao i guess...

anyway went 4 my lesson 2day... i realised 1 thing.. samba is bloody hard 2 learn... i mean lyk latin dance looks so nice but so bloody hard 2 do lor... Haiz... i miss the munshi family alrdy... i mean it's lyk y can't we be in the same class or sch or smth... i feel depressed now.. knowin our nxt grp gatherin is nxt yr... MUNSHI!!!

Munshi out!!!!!!!

Munshi Outin

2008-11-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

2day was one fun day !!! The munshi's had an outin and it was super fun lor !!! I felt complete again but cnt bear to leave u guys again. We seriously bonded more durin tis outin !!! But Ben, Adam, Fatin, Rafidah and Aloysius did not come to tis gatherin XD so sad lor. But nxt yr i tink we gonna plan to stay in chalet for a couple of days aft the o lvls r done . Hope tt we can all rmb each other when the time comes!!!! We had cafe cartel 4 lunch den went 2 watch a movie, Madagascar 2 . Aft the movie we had swensen's 4 dessert lor . It was so fun!! i became the stalker by catchin ppl on camera!! hahax . In the end they confiscated my camera cuz it was a dangerous weapon in my hands XD I seriously had lots of fun 2day. Will b lookin forward to the nxt Munshi outin !! hahax !!Dunno y so many ppl lyk 2 go plaza sing lor , i mean lyk alot of outins i go is 2 plaza sing XD below r some pics taken durin the outin . Waitin 4 wilson to send the rest of the photos den can update more XD
Check it out ppl!!!

Celine and Jasmine

At Swensen's 4 desserts

All bz usin the hpXD

Juz came out frm the cinema, Lorrayne caught on camera hahax

Kia Keat also caught by surprise XD juz finished the movie

Celine and Jasmine again

Sry my hand shook XD

Kelvin and Wilson ( wilson smsin his gf) XD

Eatin at Cafe Cartel

All happy chattin

I would juz lyk 2 say...

Frens may come and go, but the friends that leave behind the most memorable memories r the frens tt will stand by u. Munshi u guys rox and i hope tt the Munshi family has made ur time in OBS worthwhile cuz u guys sure did make it worthwhile for me !!! I hope tt we wun forget each other and hve more outins . Though the sands of time may flow but our bonds of friendship will last hundreds of lifetimes . Be sure to hve tt chalet stay we r plannin nxt year !!! Muz choose i/c liao !!! hahax

gtg liao!!!

MUNSHI OUT!!!

A day away frm the Munshis

2008-11-15T21:54:00.008+08:00

Here are some pics of the munshi family hahax XD!!!

Haiz... a day away from the Munshi's ... got an empty feelin. Feels lyk smth is missin inside of me lor. I can go 4 tmr Munshi outin, but no more outins 4 me liao... haiz so suay... but nxt yr impt yr manXD 'o' lvls comin really soon !! wad 2 do... i bought ticks 4 Nan Chiau choir performance... on nxt fri... sian.. now cnt go... wunder if my mom will allow me and my sis 2 go... if not wasted money lor...

Munshi, though our time together was short. Let us not forget the memorable times we had together. All the experiences we shared and the bond we built together. A part of my heart will oways belong to the Munshis and the OBS spirit. Being w/o u ppl 4 a day left an empty feelin in my heart. I miss Adam's witty jokes , KK's TLC ,Ben's spastic attitude, YZ's jokes and appetite XD. Kelvin's acting, Wei Xiong's spirit and motivation, Wilson's comments( though i will b seein him nxt yr XD) , Aloysius's personality. Jas's inspirin comments and acting XD, Celine's kindness, Zi Hui's sense of responsibility, Shu Yi's shyness, Lorrayne's *ahem* mind, Fatin's die-hard attitude and Rafidah's helpful presence.

Munshi u ppl are wad makes the world rite for me . You balance it wif your personality and made me a better person. For tt i thk u guys 4 all the memories i had of u ppl. Although we hve spent only a couple of days together, you hve left a deep impression in my life which decides who i wanna be. Even if the very skies fall, tt impression you hve left upon me will be hard to erase frm my very life. Take care of yourself Munshi's and oways rmb 2 say hi 2 each other when we meet.

LUV U GUYS !!!!!
MUNSHI OI!!!!!..

Continued....

2008-11-15T07:11:00.002+08:00

Gods... sry i din post las nite u guysXD my sis was usin the com and i was so bloody tired tt i fell aslp alrdy b4 i can post XD
so where was i ??
oh ya !!!

Wilson- Wilson is a good leader and stands out quite abit :D he keeps his cool and is usually patient wif others . But rather quiet sometimes XD oways willin to help out and take charge if necessary . But wilson sometimes u muz let the girls take charge leh, let them hve a chance 2 lead.

Benjamin- Ben wong is another good leader and takes things seriously . When it's time to get serious he get's serious but still he lightens up when necessary. Only thing i dun lyk was the gayin in the tent eh ben ?? slp so close to me hahax jk only bah .

Kelvin- Kelvin is another joker but he get's serious when he needs to . Oways help out no matter how tough the load and does no complain bout it at all. Thks ah kelvin !!! U were a great store i/c !! And a good leader as well.

Yong Zhi- Oh god yong zhi. Wad else can I say except go see a doc XD Yong Zhi is a funny guy and is oways hungry!! eats and eats and eatsXD He brings alot of life to the group as well, oways ready to take up the burden when necessary and does not really complain much bout it XD. ONLY prob is ur farts eh??? 10 times in 2 hrs?? something is wrong liaoXD hahax:D

And last but not least there is me XD dun really need to put it here since u guys noe bout me liao XD.

From the entire OBS camp i got nth to complain bout except tt i din wan 2 leave the MUNSHI family... I miss u guys alrdy. I mean on the las day lots of marists were damn sad and we asked to stay on OBS for awhile longer. Some of us r even plannin 2 join in more OBS courses.

OBS has made us realise our potential to be leaders and created strong bonds of friendship among us all. I seriously miss OBS and the lessons it taught me bout life. It changed me alot , it taught me to be more confident and forged new friendships wif total strangers. OBS did alot for every1, it turned a group of strangers to become a family of leaders. Tt's wad the Munshi's r , a group of leaders wif the potential to go far. Like Dayah said , she hopes tt we can bring home the OBS spirit and let us use the lessons we gained in OBS in our everyday lives. I noe tt in a couple more years, none of us Munshi's will rmb bout each other. But i will juz lyk to say tt i treasure the times we had in OBS and the memories i had of u guys. Let the OBS spirit live on through our actions and thoughts. I hope tt u guys will not forget bout me and the memorable times we shared together. My only final words r.... I LUV U MUNSHIS!!!!!!

3 cheers for OBS!!!!
AND
3 cheers for MUNSHI!!!!

luv u guys and girls alot !!!!
Munshi out!!!

O.B.S

2008-11-14T17:39:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!!!!
Juz came back frm OBS not 2 long ago!!! got only 1 word 2 describe it !!!!!
AMAZING
it has got 2 be the best and most craziest camp i every went to!!!
MUNSHI!!! U GUYS AND GIRLS ROXS!!!!
no wunder so many ppl luv OBS!!!
it is simply a memorable exp....
i tink i became a better leader through tis course....
i sure learned alot XD esp wif Dayah helpin us all !!!
lemme describe my grp!!!

We r the MUNSHI!!!!!

Dayah- She's our instructor and she absolutely roxs !!!! i mean she's one of the best instructors i met so far!!! She's fun and she knows when 2 be serious!! i mean i dun think i could hve survived the whole camp w/o Dayah's motivation and help. DAYAH U ROX!!!! WOOTS!!!!

Jasmine- Fellow Munshi !!!! Jasmine is lyk the girl leader, or u can say the most proactive one. She's fun 2 tok wif and can take a joke :D She's very helpful and always willing to help others ( tt's a compliment hor)XD. What else can i say Jasmine XD other than u ROX!!!! hahax !! Must stay in touch hor !!! and i will kill u first nxt time in murderer!!!!MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Celine- Fellow Munshi !!! Celine is fun to hang around wif as well !! (oops forgot 2 mention bout tt , sry JASMINE!!! i mean u r fun 2 hang around as well) anyway at the start she was rather quiet at first!!but soon she became a part of the group hahaxxx!!! tokin more often!! Rather careless wif a paddle eh^^ heheh:D hit me in the head so many times!!! Anyway u ROX !!! muz keep in touch oh!!!

Kia Keat ( KK) - Our welfare i/c :P oways tryin 2 give others TLC( TENDER LOVIN CARE) KK U ROX!!! U r a great leader and oways willing to take on the responsibility and extra load. We can oways count on u 2 help us !!! u r lyk the rock tt anchors our group hahax!! wad else can i say other den u rox!!!! see u in sch hor!! ( he's a marist XD)

ZiHui- ZiHui is one of our i/c's of the day. She's rather soft-spoken and rather shy XD mayb it's cuz we marists boys 2 domineerin liao XD am i rite??? hahax anyway u were great durin the entire camp !! oways rather silent but ready 2 take on the load when needed:D

Shuyi- Shuyi is quiet and rather shy. She confuse me alot lor... i tok 2 her in eng she reply in chi XD den when i tok 2 her in chi she reply in eng . ALAMAK headache man... but still Shuyi is a gd leader nad can certainly lead if the guys allow her 2 tok XD her voice rather soft though so tt's y u not very outspoken :D

Lorrayne- Lorrayne is quiet but i tink she toks alot:P not sure since she nvr really tok 2 me XD but she is responsible and willing to join in the funXD hahax sometimes makin jokes 4 all of us 2 laugh abt even though i din think she wld noe those kind of *ahem* jokes , heheh:D

Rafidah- Rafidah is friendly and helpful, oways willin 2 chip in 2 help us . She puts in her best in everything she does and tries 2 accomplish it. I tink we shld give her the chance 2 lead as she wasn't the i/c 4 anth XD cuz nvr really saw her leadership skills XD muz give her the chance 2 show it !!!

Fatin- Aiyo Fatin!!! muz take care of urself !!! sick so many times during the camp :D but i dun blame u XD i was also sick . Fatin can be a good leader and knows how 2 joke around. She puts in her best in everything even though she is not feelin well . Well done Fatin!!!

Wei Xiong- He is the other rock tt holds our group together !!! w/o him ah durin our camp sure mati de XD i mean he is a great guy !!! very motivatin and inspirin 2 all of us. I only got 1 thing 2 say bout him . U ROX!!!! u r seriously a great leader and will go far wif tt personality of urs.

Aloysius- Aloysius is a great guy, got a lot of leadership potential !!! Great 2 hang around wif XD hahax everytime latch onto his kayak 2 let him pull us XD he's a gd sport and i'm sure gonna miss him man. He can be very funny when he wants 2 but basically he jokes around alot, sometimes a bit blur??? XD sry not sure wad 2 putXD u guys spammin me on msn XD

Adam- The gay partner of KK XD hehehXD durin the nite can hear lots of stuff comin frm their tents LOLX!!! Adam is fun and brings life 2 the group by makin jokes or doin silly things :D no offence ah XD

I shall post more soon... u guys r spammin me on msn liao ...
MUNSHI OI!!!!
mayb more tonite!!! check out my blog ah!!!! will hve more details bout every1's personalities !!!

MUNSHI OUT!!!

Another day in Xi'AN

2008-10-30T15:00:00.002+08:00

now so cold again....
our taiji session was canceled XD
due 2 the rain :P
actually we were doin taiji halfway:P
my knees were achin man...
do so slow...
i wore only a long sleeeve shirt lor...
so i was cold bah...
but not tt cold XD
mayb got used 2 the weather
hmmm... nth much 2 tok bout...
but played alot of card games latelyXD
hahax:P
got a royal flush 2dayXD
so was rather happy:D
hmmm got lots of chio girls here lor
but nvr got partnered wif them hahax:D
i tink the sch scared we get china gfs XD
anyway tmr will b the las day we attend classes den it's shoppin time :D
hahax:D
tts wad i tink bahXD
anyway there r lots of hungry ghost here lor...
esp in XI'AN!!!
ppl lyk Yong ZhiXD
hahax he eat lyk no tmr XD
the cook noe tt he eat so much tt they even gave us seconds even when we din ask 4 it XD
anyway rather happy down here in Xi'An:D
the lessons r interestin the weather is nice :D
but i still miss home and all my frens along wif my bed XD
hopefully the rain will stop then can go play ball...
on my floor there is a refugee camp lor XD
i mean they stocked up on so much cup noodles and all tt:P
lyk preparin 4 war XD
anyway will post more if i can help it bah
bloggin off now!!

Xi'An Trip

2008-10-29T16:42:00.002+08:00

WOOTS!!!
I now in Xi'An postin XD
i got only one thing 2 say:P
it is bloody bloody cold...
my fingers r freezing.....
the air-con gives out warm air......
it's so cold tt i can even see my breath condensin in front of me....
so stinkingly cold man....
the sch i stayin in not bad actually...
i mean they hve lyk 4 basketball courts...
12 badminton courts....
and it is only a small part of the sch...
i went 2 their international sch...
they hve a freakinly big stadium all as their own....
it's even bigger den R.I's stadium...
i mean theirs look puny compared 2 here....
joined d china students 4 classes alrdy....
they sure luv 2 exercise tt's one thing i noe...
i mean lyk 2day we went out to their courtyard....
along wif our china buds...
all of a sudden they started exercisin...
makin it seem lyk a dance man...
( my fingers r freezin rite now... )
they got the whole thing memorised lor...
so we were standin round lyk poles??
doin nth but tryin 2 follow....
haiz...
they paired all of us up wif guys lor...
i mean it's lyk ....
haiz... so sian...
damn sad...
i dunno how i'm gg 2 acclimatise myself bac 2 SGP....
so cold down here...
by the time i go bac get used 2 the cold liao...
den i will b sweatin bullets in SGP...
basket still hve OBS 2 go to.....
which is the on the nxt day aft i get bac...
so far nvr buy much...
but i hopin 2 get a sim card here so i can start callin...
the nites here r even colder.... i mean ...
d first nite i was here...
i had 2 wear 3 layers and my gloves and socks 2 slp lor...
along wif a thick blanket they let us hve....
did a bookmark earlier on...
nice i got 2 admit...
will show u guys d pic when i get bac 2 SGP...
i miss SGP alot... esp my frens....
but still it is quite fun down here in Xi'An...
the food is nice... the students r nice...
the weather is alrite... but i eatin alot man...
we r burnin all our fats juz by keepin warm...
damn cold...
lolx...
i will blog more if i can get the chance 2 !!
bloggin off liao!!!
miss u ppl!!

Excited

2008-10-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

In juz a couple more hrs i will b leavin 4 d airport...
can't really slp yet..
haiz...
suppose 2 wake up at 3.30am..
now 12.30am...
wooh....
gonna b nuts...
anyway thks ppl 4 wishin me all d best 4 d trip:D
will b sure 2 get smth 4 u :D
b sure 2 check out my blog though!!
i may b able 2 blog smtimes down thereXD
so do check it out :D
and how lim i gonna kill u 4 puttin tt pic !!!!!!!
flyin off now XD

Zhonghua gangshow

2008-10-26T00:44:00.002+08:00

now is 1am...
rather tired...
rather disappointed in 2day's gangshow..
i mean...
it was not really planned properly..
we were seated so far back....
had 2 really shout 2 b heard...
lost my voice at d start liao...
haiz...
but the performance was gd:D
quite nice actually:D
i tink the performance and the souvenir were d best partXD
the play and setting was not really planned properly...
i tink alot can b done 2 improve it...
it certainly was not d lousiest gangshow or campfire i evr went...
but it was close enuf XD
no offence XD
the emcees.. were not very motivatin...
more lyk robots...
nvr really bring life 2 the crowd...
it was the highlight of my day XD
zhonghua gangshow...

finally saw suraj's gf :D
heheh:D
we were all playin truth or dare b4 the gangshow..
so he kenna dare...
hahax we got him 2 invite his gf over and intro us XD
lolx...
i tot she was sec 4 lor...
din noe she was sec 2 XD
lolx..
same bugger told me tt she was sec 4...
anyway it was rather fun XD
aft d gangshow ...
went 2 nearby pasar malem XD
got some food 2 munched on wif zhi yong XD
den ran aft d bus XD
lolx...
arrived at amk hub so fast lor ...
oh well it was so late ...
wad else can u expect XD
hmmm in juz 2 more days or 1 more day...
i will b gone !!!
i dunno whether 2 b excited or wad...
i tink mostly excited bah !!
hahax!!!
i very tired liaox bah....
bloggin off

Doin errands

2008-10-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

Now sneakin d use of d comXD
so sshhh!!!
2day did nth much except errands...
my plans 2 go amk hub went down d drain....
haiz...
sad lor...
really wanted 2 go there...
not even sure if i can go 4 tonite's gangshow...
anyway nearly packed finished 4 my trip...
only left OBS and not much also 4 OBS...
i mean i hve lyk only a day 2 rest b4 i rush off 4 OBS....
hopefully i hve d stamina 4 it...
5 day camp..
wunder how it will feel lyk...
very long time nvr had tt kind of a long campXD
damn...
i seriously tired now...
but....
wanna post b4 i slept...
ate lyk a pig 2day...
went KFC 4 dinner...
had swensen 4 dessert...
i mean...
it's lyk i gainin alot of weight again..
haiz...
i tink i tmr go run 3km again...
keep myself in shapeXD
rather satisfied wif d gloves i hve now!!
quite nice and warm:D
got lots of new stuff so... yeah it roxs!!!
oh ...
one more thing...
I DUN NID PAY 4 MY HP BILL!!!
woohoo!!
my sis overshot more den me !!
so she will b payin 4 me as well !!
hahax !!
yeah!!
tt roxs !!!
alot !!!!!!!!
happy happy dayXD
wait i ltr on still havin tuition..
maths...
urgh....
hopefully i can go tmr zhonghua gangshow...
i wanna go..
long time nvr go campfire liao!!
ARGH!!! i mus go !!!!
bloggin off liao!!!!

Packin 4 Xi'An

2008-10-23T21:36:00.003+08:00

managed 2 sneak a use of d com XD
still owe report bk...
haiz... i tmr got alot of things 2 do...
got a shoppin list 2 clear....
lolx...
gg army market tmr...
nid 2 buy smth 4 my trip...
anyway 2day was nth much..
supppose 2 meet mel 4 lunch but no time lah...
haiz...
sad lor...
came home and started packin 4 my trip...
it seems so fast....
juz a couple more days and i will b gone...
overseas...
lolx!!!
rather excited bout d trip...
i still got 2 buy some gloves...
tmr go amk hub and buy bah..
i really wanna go watch HSM 3...
hmmm shld i or shld i not...
tmr is my las chance 2 do so b4 i go off...
mayb i see how bah...
anyway 2day is d las day of sch...
i feel... rather diff...
tmr is the final yr...
the final chance....
and the final rush....
i will b 16 nxt yr...
hmm.... wunder wad it feels lyk...
will noe nxt yr bah XD
bloggin off liaox...

Eye Dissection

2008-10-22T21:40:00.008+08:00

lolx no prob lah zzz....
i 2day did an eye dissection XD
i dun tink i cld hve ate sushi XD
it wld b lyk ....
yuck...
anyway here r some pics i took durin d dissection...
they say a pic says a thousand words...
well d followin pics show how sick my lessons can b....
it was ultimate puke city...
i mean u can see the eye starin at u ....
ugh....

anyway ...

i dun tink i cld hve ate sushi...

it wld b 2 gross....

i mean when she was showin the slide on how 2 cut it...

every1 was lyk ...

yuck... gross...

can hear lots of swearin...

i mean it was so disgustin....

even i also swore....

.....

dun tok bout tt liao...

went 4 scout meetin 4 d first time aft such a lng time...

my arms r killin me...

lng time nvr rush 70 push-ups at a time...

my whole arm is rather numb now...

so tirin 2 lift it up even...

haiz...

nxt mon gg Xi'An liao!

ahhh i not yet packed finish...

not even started on my OBS packin...

dang...

gonna hve 2 rush it over the wkend...

anyway rather tired now...

mayb i might slp early...

lolx

tmr las day of sch....

YESS!!!

which means can wake up late liao.....

lolx

bloggin off liao!!!

P.S HAPPY BDAY CHERYL!

dunn say i forgot hor!!

Packin 4 Xi'An

2008-10-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

Now packin my bag 4 Xi'An...
woah i mean lyk it's gonna b so cold...
gonna b an icicle...
but i tink i can manage bagXD
lolx anyway 2day sch was lyk nth much..
pangseh poon 2 go home wif ben wong...
went home first b4 i went bac 2 amk hub...
finally collected the cookies my fren owe me..
hahax...guides cookies..
not bad actually...
finally saw how huiting looks lyk...
gave me a surprise..
hahaxXD
went home aft collectin d cookies ...
but got caught in the rain...
it was lyk juz drizzling abit...
and i was walkin along...
all of a sudden got downpour lor...
it was lyk soakin wet...
got really wet...
haiz...
but lucky my sch pants protected my hp lor...
if not i dunno wad 2 do liao...
den went packin my bag...
still got 2 pack 4 my OBS...
not yet even started...
haiz...
got a lot ahead of me....
now watchin man vs wild....
i mean it's lyk disgustin abit lor...
the guy juz killed and ate the snake raw lor...
yuck...
eewww
...
ate a beetle raw...
it was lyk crawlin in day old carcass and he juz plucked the beetle...
and ... :P
grosss....
damn engagin...
bloggin off liao..

ok day

2008-10-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

hmm.. 2day was rather tiring...
was bz doin some work 4 my father...
haiz.. i feel rather bored tis days....
i dunno y ...
it's lyk i hve no mission in life liao....
mayb my results hve depressed me...
i mean it's lyk i in danger of droppin A maths and chem lor...
sian lor...
juz now watchin air city and all of a sudden the dvd player konked out....
my sushi treat also went bye bye all cuz my fren hve smth on...
hmmm....
nxt yr my bday i dunno if i wanna celebrate anot...
see how first bah....
haiz...
my life feels so empty at the moment...
i kip checkin my hp and nth..
haiz.... i feel really down .....
mayb i might go tis sat gangshow...
but i dun tink so bah...
hve 2 prep 4 Xi'An trip...
still gotta pack 4 OBS...
no time 2 pack if 2 late.....
i feel rather lost at d moment...
nth inspires me ....
haiz...
bloggin off...

exhaustin sundaeXD

2008-10-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

so exhausted 2day..
danced and danced and danced....
woke up early in the morn and worked worked worked..
went 4 dim sum 4 lunch XD
hahax
ate lyk a pig lor..
eat until so full...
den went 2 play arcade...
played d dance dance revolution game..
danced until sweat man...
came home watched air city 4 awhile den went 4 class.
finally got the timing rite !!!
yeah!!!
but forgot the moves XD
woohoo i gonna sign up 4 latin dance also !!
so it's lyk gonna b double the fun !!!
latin dancin is seriously nice lor!!
u go watch youtube on latin dancin ..
seriously very nice!!
can't wait 2 learn it...
abit bored of social dance liao...
at least got smth 2 look forward 2 in latin dance!!
woots!!!
anyway 2day was quite a fun day!!
a wk more b4 i go overseas!!
Xi'An !!
WOOHOO!!!
las wk of sch !!!
YEAH!!!
ALL THE BEST PPL!!!

alone...

2008-10-18T19:31:00.003+08:00

haiz....
i feel rather down 2day...
made some1 very upset.....
all cuz i misunderstood the message....
haiz...
i dun wanna tok bout it...
neway...2day went 4 Xi'An briefin...
found out it was gonna b so cold down there...
can u believe tt we only need pay $187 4 the whole trip??
i mean it's lyk bloody cheap lor....
somemore 12 days....
haiz....
aft tt went home and changed...
went out 2 bishan....
sry ah my mood rather bad....
went 4 lunch wif nicole and her fren pamela...
got treated 2 swensen's :D yeah!!
saw cheryl down there as well XD
hahax.. i was bloody cold 2day...
kept walkin around 2 kip warm XD
aft lunch went off 2 amk hub 2 watch movie alone...
haiz...
supposed 2 watch wif nicole and pamela lor...
but they had smth on...
so went alone 2 watch house bunnyXD
it was nice!!
but one thing...
if u bring out ur gf 2 watch, it will b very embarassin 4 u XDXD
unless ur gf rather understandin XD
lolx!!
anyway visited the library on my way home and borrowed some bks...
haiz...
still feel rather depressed...
starvin at the moment...
some1 ate all the cream puffs in the fridge...
shoot lor..
i wan 2 eat it ...
so nice and tasty...
oh yah i finally figured out where jubilee the arcade was...
decided 2 visit it and i tink i may go there in future lor!!
it will b lyk so diff frm amk hub zone X!!
hmmm tts abt all i guess XD
bloggin off liao !!

slave job

2008-10-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

2day i worked lyk a slave man XD
so sian....
cleanin the house
and all tt:P
haiz... so sian....
i feel rather tired man....
haiz... so exhausted 2day..
but had 2 wake up early
all thks 2 my mum...
cuz she wans me 2 worl lyk a slave b4 i go off 4 my stuffXD
tmr hve 2 go 4 Xi'An briefin...
haiz.. go bac 2 sch...
but i tink i gonna go watch movie tmr !!
hahaxXD
now watchin air city ..
very interestin !!
hmmm i still owe a library bk 4 2 wks liao XD
dots gonna owe a huge fineXD
still gotta collect some guides cookies frm my fren nxt wk XD
bloggin off liao !!

Happy BDay

2008-10-16T17:29:00.004+08:00

2day is my sis bday!!!
so i'm pretty happy 4 herXD
anyway she got a brand new iPod shuffle frm my godmum:P
lucky pig...
even got her name engraved on it somemore....
it's a nice bright red or metallic red bah...
hmm i shld hve got her a pres...
but i did not...
haiz wad kind of bro i am XD
hmm tmr no sch it's promotion day !!!
but i still hve tuition...
so sian...
at nite we went 2 sakae sushi 4 dinner...
i nvr eat much sushi lor...
first time i eat so little when hve sushi...
i feel disgraced...XD
mayb it's cuz of the pizza i ate 4 lunch...
my mum ordered pizza hut 4 lunch 2 celebrate my sis bdayXD
i ate alot lor...
all cuz my sis cnt finish...
end up i ate most of it...
dots XD
hmmm ...
i feel rather tired nowadays...
dunno y...
but so lethargic...
my slp debt is catchin up wif me liao XD
went on will power durin exams...
so now no will power left slp powerXDXD
hmmm i wore my red converse shoes 2day..
i tink i look lyk macdonalds XD
hahax all red XD
but still not bad bah the shoes XD
all in all 2day was a gd day XD
nvr really study durin sch except durin maths XD
hmm sch hols r comin upon us...
but it's not sch hols 4 me at all...
it's the final rush b4 the start of my final yr...
rush 4 'o' lvls.... it's less than a yr b4 it starts...
start crammin ppl !!!!
bloggin off liao !!!

P.S i noe tt i hve disappointed u in the past,
but i hope tt u will forgive me 4 my mistakes.
i hve dwelt 2 long in the past..
it's time 4 me to embrace the future and ur luv.
i'm sry ....

End of camp

2008-10-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

finally back home!!!
i miss my home a lot man...
been slpin on d hard floor usin a poncho as a blanket 4 past 2 nites XD
bac on my soft bed once more feels lyk heaven XD
anyway yst nite was screwed lor...
sec 2 camp las nite was lyk dots...
we lyk freakin lost d sec 2s....
it was lyk 1 min they were there the nxt they were gone...
we panicked lyk dunno wad f***...
we at first lost 2 classes ...
den the other one disappear when we were lyk so close 2 it lor...
we were lyk gettin freaked out....
cnt find them at all in the sch...
so we were lyk royally screwed...
tokin wif the teachers can lose students somemore...
shyt lor...
in the end found them at the pri sch....
got the 2 leaders wif them 2 send them up 2 their classes....
but they took so bloody long...
found out they were lyk locked up in the pri sch...
all the shutters close on them...
they no way out...
so it was lyk....
_l_
in the end they manage 2 get out...
but the activity was lyk canceled cuz of tis...
took 2 much time...
den ltr on in the nite...
chong go kpkb us lor..
we were lyk playin cards wif the st.johns...
den he come kbkp us...
were playin blackjack...
all cuz of npcc...
no offense:p
they go sneak out 2 paya lebar macs...
came bac lyk bloody late..
so in the end the UG leaders all tio kbkp...
damn...
las nite was quite cold lor...
shoot...
been slpin in the cold...
so stinkin cold...

told my parents my results..
they r lyk very calm rite now....
dunno when the storm will break...
shoot..
so tired now...
tmr still hve lessons...
doom liao...
bloggin off..
gotta get some shut eye...

D-Day

2008-10-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

damn lah got all my results 2day...
i failed all those i expected 2 fail ....
chem and A maths.... F9....
shyt lah....
can tink of alot of things i wanna say now...
very rude things i might add....
damn lor...
if not i nvr fail anth else...
only tis 2 subs....
most of the class failed roughly d same as me...
chem and a maths...
so if i hve 2 drop i guess most of the class has 2 drop as well..
i mean lyk only 9 person pass 4 chem...
_l_
dun wanna tok bout A maths...
most of the cohort is gonna die...
all becuz A maths is screwed 4 us....
ahhhhh.....
some china buggers scored lyk bloody high 4 chem...
dang lah....
make d rest of us look so bad...
haiz.. cnt help it...
2day's walk was ok bah...
was lyk stonin d entire time...
one step in front of d other...
get 2 d end then go slp on d bus again...
haiz...
so tired and exhausted...
but gonna play d xbox till lyk bloody late...
last chance of freedom b4 results come out...
ahhhhh....
i dun even noe if i can go out liao...
if i even can.. due 2 my results...
but my mum promised me so i better go....
sian...
my life is screwed rite now...
blogggin off now...

Late nite watch...

2008-10-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

Well ppl i'm still awake at tis time...
it's now 1.15am......
they still playin d xbox...
haiz...
playin halo 2 ...
i tink gonna slp at 2am bah...
haiz...
i tired but still dun feel lyk slpin..
hmm i'm 2 tired 2 tink straight....
they juz decided it's time 2 slp..
dang.. still got 1 pkt of ruffles...
not yet even eat..
haiz..
mayb tmr nite den eat bah..
eat wif st.johns while play cards XD
i can only say tt the den is now seriously messy...
hmmm i dun tink i will post again XD
depends if i still awake bah...
tmr another long day..
climb mt. faber 1 more time ...
_l_
haiz... climb and climb...
nvr bring so many things 4 tis camp lor...
nvr bring toothbrush and all tt....
forgot my slippers...
hmmm....
oh yah... forgot my common sense...
XDXD
*yawn* i tink i gonna go slp liao...
btw the student leader shirt is quite nice!!!
nice colour combination i tin:P
at least it's dry fitXD
haiz... the guys decided 2 play the xbox awhile more...
actually it's only HL, teh tarik and joel...
the three r lyk addicted to it lor XD
so tired now ...
bloggin off...
gotta wake up so bloody early somemore....
au revoir...

Crap Day

2008-10-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

sec 2 camp...
bullshit.....
it suxxs...
emphasis on suxs...
but at least i brought my bloody xbox
so the st.john and npcc all in my cca rm playin xbox now while i use d laptopXD
shyt lor...
2day climbed stupid mt. faber twice...
shyt lor...
ran alot ...
actually up and down the bloody hill....
shyt lah...
all cuz some bugger sick den i had 2 run up and down cuz the walkie talkie out of range...
shyt...
so bloody tired... tt i slept on d bus even...
wah they noisy man...
play my xbox all screamin and shoutin!!!...
use so many vulgaritiesXDXD
so funny man they...
hahax....
i tink i go joo seng ltr buy some chipsXD
need 2 regain all the calories i lost 2day XD
lolx jkin bah mayb visit 7-eleven...
shty tmr results comin out XD...
haiz will noe whether die or not tmrXD
all d npccs go amk hub 4 dunno wad....
i dun wan go ...
we scouts stay in d den use laptop and xbox XD
lolx...
i tink gonna burn midnite oil 2 play xbox XD
gonna go msn liao...
bloggin offXD

Wrong timing XD

2008-10-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

ah shoot...
2day screwed up my timing in class...
shoot...
moved 2 bloody fast...
haiz...
hate doin rock n roll 2 fast liao...
2 many freakin steps...
but i still lyk it ... dots lor...
damn bloody tired lor....
feel lyk slpin le....
but i still need pack 4 tmr camp...
shoot....
still need pack my xbox 4 d nutters stayin in d den...
u guys better bring ur laptop hor....
if not i dun lend u play my xbox XD
haiz.....
juz grab a change of clothes can liao...
all i need 4 camp....
dots dots dots...
run out of things liao..
bloggin off XDXD

A day at d beach!!

2008-10-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

Bac frm sentosa liao...
wooots...
so tired now....
woke up early and reached sentosa by 8am XD
one word 2 sum it up...
FUN!!!!
played some kind of toboggan ride!!
it was bloody fun lor !!!
go down the hill so fast !!!
woots!!!!
then sat a chair lift bac up again 2 go down the hill once more!!
woah tt was d most fun thing i did 2day XD
rode it 4 times lor!!!
so fun !!!
went fast and faster and even faster !!!
haiz i very tired now.....
tmr still hve sec 2 camp ....
i tink i go slp 4 awhile mayb post more tonite...
see if i can use d com XD
bloggin off!!!

bored day

2008-10-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

I got a new headphone set!!!
woots!!!
it roxs lor !!!
it's lyk bluetooth connection!!!
not bad hahaxx
anyway 2day was a borin day nth worth mentionin XD
played my Xbox....
played black... i was lyk headshot headshot all d way lor...
not bad... tough thoughXD
anyway did nth much but i tmr gg sentosaXD
gonna get a tan at d beach !!!
woohoo!!
actually i quite dark liao...
hmm get darker bahh....
haiz.... mon mus go sec 2 camp liao...
as student leader...
haiz... tis time cnt slack liao...
so sian....
i wanna slack lor....
nvr mind....
bloggin off liao...

nutty day

2008-10-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

2day was a funny dayXDXD
i dunno y but it is XDXD
nvr did much 2day...
supposed 2 go JB but las min cancelled...
haiz... had 2 cancel an appt wif my fren...
den went out 2 eat wif my family!!!
we went 2 salvation army thrift store aftwards :P
not bad it was near my sch...
saw smth quite cute in d store...
i tink i gonna get it 4 sme1 :D
but not sure hahax XD
must see when can go ...
finished readin Brisingr 2dae..
hmm not bad bah ...
700 + pges in lyk wad 2 days...
i tink i slowin down liao...
used 2 b able 2 read it in a day...
haiz... gettin old i guessXDXD
hmmm i tink i gonna continue watchin air city ltr...
so nice...
i luv korean drama no idea yXDXD
bein random 2day XD
can afford 2 bah...
relax aft exams r over
bloggin off now...

Celebration!!!

2008-10-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

HALLEUJAH

i feel so relaxed now !!! WOOOTS!!!!!
EOYS R FINALLY OVER!!!!
celebration time !!!!
EVERYBODY DANCE NOWW!!!!
WOOHOO!!!

celebrated by gettin d third bk of eragon!!!
woohoo wif rick and dennis!!
we went aft sch 2 borders !!!
bought my freakin bk while dey went 2 buy smth else!!!
yeah!!
in ur face nigel!!!!
haiz...
sec 2 camp i made Mt. Faber i/c...
sian...
i wan slack....
shyt lah...
whole day will b spent climbin stupid mt. faber...
2 times....
haiz...
cnt go out or anth...
shyt....
haiz... my blog gonna b so dead durin Nov lor....
bz bz bz...
i wanna go Campteen lor... but shyt it clash wif my Xi'An trip...
sianz.....
haiz...
Y AM I WHINING??? I SHLD BE CELEBRATIN!!!

Dun waste ur time worryin bout ur exams!!!!
spend every min celebratin !!!
woohoo!!!
i tink i tmr go watch movie!!!
see how firstXDXD

A Maths....

2008-10-08T17:30:00.002+08:00

2dae was screwed lah...
shyt...
i can say buhbye 2 A maths liaoxx....
i sum up in 1 word...
SHIT!!!
die die le...
my whole class not gonna do well....
dang.....
nobody confident of passin except 1 or 2...
shyt lah...
stupid ppr...
1st page so f-ing hard...
made me panic...
_l_
2nd pg onwards was lyk....
dots...
quite simple lor....
haiz...
gonna fail...
dunno y study so hard somemore ...
study study study...
dun bother 2 sms any1 cuz i was rushin....
shyt..
rush rush rush also no use....
haiz....
at least tmr finish exam!!!
end of EOYs!!!
i gonna go borders aft sch and get d third bk of eragon!!!
yesss!!!
bloody nigel...
kb me wif tt bk ystd...
asshole...
but i gonna get tt bloody bk tmr!!!
YESS!!!!!!!!!!
feelin happier!!!

New Skin XDXD

2008-10-07T19:59:00.003+08:00

So how guys??? lyk the new skin???
i tink it looks ok XDXD not bad still
haiz.. here i am doin my skin when tmr hve A maths...
dots..
sianz...
ltr gonna burn midnite oil !!!
AHHH!!!
must pass tis time round!!!
2 more days of exams and i will BE FREEE!!!!
damn u nigel...
suan me wif the third book of eragon....
ass....
o....
i thurs gonna go buy it !!!!
2 celebrate my end of exams !!! woots

InSaNe Chem!!!

2008-10-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

i decided to post 2day as i hve alot 2 tok bout...
my exam 2day so bloody hard...
wrote bullshit 4 SS.....
cnt tink of wad 2 write...
dang..
hope it's a gd pass....
confirm no A1....
had chem 2day...
and it was ****ing hard....
i lucky if i can even get enuf 2 pass...
my class was lyk...
OH **** when we saw the paper....
damn hard...
alot of us tink we gonna fail....
me inclusive....
**** !!!!!DAMN U AIDA!!!!
tell us the paper was easier then SA1....
it was much bloody harder!!!!!
****!!!!!!!

Last post...til aft EOYs

2008-09-22T18:46:00.003+08:00

I guess tis will b my las post until the exams r over...
my exams will end on 9 Oct so mark tt date down on ur calendars!!!!
as i will go wild once exams r over!!
wootsXDXD
so i guess good luck 4 the upcoming EOYs cuz i noe i definitely need itXDXD
GOOD LUCK EVERY1 will see u guys n girls on 9 Oct!!!!
i not gonna b on9 also btwXDXD
if u see me on9 chase me away!!!!
i mus studyxxx!!!!

dancin sunday

2008-09-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

woots !!! 2dae had d dancin class again...
damn it all lor...
was lyk so confused 2dae...
turn turn turn turn...
so many moves....
in the end confused so much...
haiz...
but i tink i got the hang of it again...
spin here spin there...
twist hand here and there...
i figured out the hard way tt guys suffer more in dancin...
all cuz we gotta make the girl look gd ...
XDXDXD
oh well... guys r meant 2 make girls happy XDXD
anyway 2dae nth much happened...
except prac my chem abit !!!
woots...study study study...
any1 has Play My Music by Jonas Brothers??
i wan the song...
AHHHH!!!
i tink i can kiss the person if gimme me tt song!!!
but not guy lah... if guy den punch XDXD
lolx
EOYs so soon... AHHHHH
gonna dieXDXD
GOOD LUCK 4 THE UPCOMING EXAMS!!!!!!

tired day...

2008-09-21T00:06:00.001+08:00

i now uber tired...
gonna knock out soon..
so tis will b a short post....

2dae nth much happened....
so the end....
studied quite abit 2dae...
maths...
sians...
EOYs comin soon....
oh ya...
BK u left ur yoghurt at my house...
my mom gonna chuck it away...
since it is meiji yoghurt...
the company givin tt bad milk products...
so u wan it or not?? or u wanna chuck it away???
lemme noe!!!

Renewin old ties

2008-09-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

2dae was the best day i had in a long time!!!!
2dae bk, jh, philip and how lim went 2 my house!!!
actually how lim pang seh us las min...
bastard...
anyway tokin bout 2dae...
me, bk, jh and philip went 2 amk hub...
we went there 2 buy some fruits 4 my mum b4 visitin my house XD
then we went near garden macs the bus stop...
how lim pang seh us go pao niu...
anyway... none of us wanted 2 go near there...
so cnt drag how lim away ... sians....
anyway went 2 my house...
den my mom tok tok tok ..
inspired bk 2 b as strong as my mum...
aft tt we crapped alot lah..
so fun :D
went 2 joel foo house...
in the end stayed over for dinner at his house wif bk...
philip and jh had 2 go home as they live so bloody far...
anyway it was very fun 2 catch up with old times..
in the end we decided tt aft EOYs we gonna do it again!!!
woohoo!!!!!!
all sec 3s must visit joel foo's house!!!!!!!!!
it will b fun...
den nxt time can b another plcm member 2 host us!!!!!!
i agree!!!!!!!! WOOTSSS!!!!!!!!
tt roxs!!!!!!!
woot!!!!!!!!!
i tired now...
nvr do my tuition hmwk...
gonna regret it tmr...
die liao...
haiz....
but at least had fun 2dae!!!!!!
gtg wash the dishes liao ...ugh...

Thursday blues

2008-09-18T16:02:00.005+08:00

i oways felt tt thurs suxs...
all the lessons in the timetable sux lor on tt day...
even hve tuition also...
so it double suxs....
BUT!!!!
on the bright side of 2dae!!!!
i got a treat 2 pepper lunch by my fren !!!
woohoo!!! not yet lah... but she says she gg 2 treat me!!!
tt roxs!!! but i nvr eat pepper lunch b4... dunno if nice anot...
i tink i gonna look forward once my EOYs r over!!!!
gonna get treated 2 sushi by my fren...
another fren tt is... cuz its her bday...
den another fren treatin me 2 pepper lunch when we meet...
so tt roxs!!!!
hopefully i can look forward 2 some concerts as well!!!
i dun wan 2 b stuck at home...
anyway tmr havin plcm hor sec 2s so pls come...
it's aft sch...
dun say u cnt.. every1 release at 12.10pm cuz of some sch thingy...

i tink i gonna look forward 2 tmr!!!
bk, jh, philip and mayb zhi hao and joel gonna go over 2 my house !!!
to visit my mum...
i feel touched for tt kind of consideration frm u guys...
i dunno if i deserved it....
anyway mayb might take some pics and post on my blog tmr nite...
if i can find time tt is XD
aft finishin my tuition hmwk.... all by tmr nite...
so fri suxss as well...
oh well
got lots more gd news 2dae!!
so i'm happy bah:D
post more tmr!!!

AHHHH EOYs!!!!!

2008-09-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

dang... EOYs juz a week away......
must seriously start buckin up....
i tink i 2dae gonna chiong my maths and a maths...
chiong chiong chiong ...
mayb wkend do chem!!! ahhhhhhhhh
cram cram cram.....
haiz.... tanwl....
dots... still got her hmwk 2 chiong...
if not she fail my eng...
female doggie.....
decided not 2 use any vulgarities...
see how long i can do so...
startin frm tmr....
haiz....
had a major headache durin maths....
cnt concentrate...
i tink i gonna fall sick soon....
all tis pressure and stress.....
havin more headaches recently.......
teacher's all rushin 2 finish syllabus and do revision....
hmwk hmwk hmwk....
revise revise revise...
cram cram cram.....
gonna die frm the workload sooner or later.....
haiz.....

sick and emo...

2008-09-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

my mum now sick again....
i dun wanna tok bout 2dae....
not feelin so gd....
rather sad again.....

my heart feels heavy....

nth seems to mean much to me....

i juz dun care anymore....

my heart seems to be turnin 2 stone again....

i dun feel so well now....

tis is the worst case of depression i ever had...

i juz..........

abit emo..

2008-09-16T21:21:00.005+08:00

haiz...i now very sad again..
i appreciate the concern frm zhi hao...
but ...he reopened some wounds in my heart...
my heart now feels very heavy...
i bein reminded of the fact tt my mum may not hve much time left 2 live...
i inform u bout my mum's condition bah...
my mum is sufferin frm cancer in her nose...
we found out she had it at the end of my P6 yr...
around dec.....
tis is the second cancer my mum has....
she endured the previous one 12 yrs ago....
its in exactly the same spot....
anyway the start of sec 1 yr was not gd for me...
visited my mum in the ICU everyday aft sch...
everyday wonderin if she will survive til the nxt day...
she was in the ICU for most part of the yr...
w/o my mum by my side....
my grades fell.....
sometimes i cry in my slp durin tt period....
lookin at my sis bein so carefree.... cuz she did not understand the seriousness of the situation...
durin my sec 1 yr i was very silent and emo...
hardly made many frens....
except through scouts...even then was not really enthu....
but i did it for my mum as she was the one who put me in scoutin...
i did it 2 make her happy.... even though she was not able to tell....
she was in a coma most of the time.... barely able to talk even....
when she woke up... she blamed herself alot....
for causing my entire family and relatives to worry for her...
my grandma cried alot during the early times of her hospitalisation..
my father stayed over in the hospital most of the time with my grandma....
tt was a very tryin period for me....
sec 1 was an unhappy period of time for me...
sec 2 yr... my mum was better and able to move 2 a normal ward...
but she sometimes hve asthma attacks....
causin her 2 choke alot and get sent back to the ICU...
one time she had such a bad attack that she nearly died....
they did CPR or smth on her... and she barely held on...
my heart wounds reopened again and i cried once more...
knowin how close i was to losin her...
i've been prayin for her everyday.....even now...
but we found out frm the doctors that there was nth else they can do for her...
her cancer was too advanced and my mum was too weak that they are unable to do anth...
so.... nth to do but wait and hope....
at the end of my sec 2 yr or after the june holidays rather..
she was discharged frm the hospital ....
she escaped frm the battle wif death badly maimed...
she can't talk properly... cnt eat solid food...
mostly deaf and has 2 wear a hearin aid....
has double visions and her throat was badly injured...
so my sec 2 yr ended tt way....
sec 3 at the start of the yr...
my mum coughed out a cupful of blood....
was sent 2 ICU again....
stayed in the hospital for a few days before coming out....
by then i grew used to the fact that my mum will die...
i decided not to mourn ...
but instead live life to the fullest .... as u nvr noe when it may end...
tts y i grew more active tis yr...
more enthu...
more social and willin to go out...
even makin as many frens i can....
but ...
there will always b tt emptiness inside my heart .....
sometimes my mum cries over her condition...
but i nvr cry in front of her...cuz i must b strong for her....
i now damn sad tt even tears alrdy comin to my eyes...
sometimes i feel lyk endin all the grief in me by killin myself...
but i noe i will hurt my mum even more....

tears juz keep rollin down my face...

I JUZ FEEL SO HELPLESSS.........

i dun wanna close my eyes...
i dun wanna fall aslp...
cuz i miss u babe...
and i dun wanna miss u again...

tts how i feel... when i look at my mom...
cuz i nvr know when it may b the las time i see her....

i built a brick wall around my heart....
to prevent myself frm hurtin again...
but my frens are tearin tis wall down...brick by brick...
wif their compassion....
making me become the person i hve hidden ..... since pri sch....
for tt i thk u guys for all the understandin u hve shown me...
thks.... u guys (and girls) rock!!

bored...

2008-09-16T18:09:00.002+08:00

2dae was lyk super borin lor...
stupid nigel pang seh me 2 go home slp...
supposed 2 hve lunch together but he pang seh kia...
oh well sch was nth much... nearly slept durin maths...
but had the willpower 2 resist....
aft sch went amk hub...
cnt find any1 hve lunch wif me....
ate and emoo by myself...
went 2 macs...
2 study.... while preppin my self 2 study...
hu do i see...
how lim and joseph...
lolxx they joined me....
then had fun wif joseph's bottle....
kip tryin it inside the pond XD lols
i think i threw it in lyk 5 times....
cuz he saboh me then messed wif my stuff....
haiz...
i can't seem 2 get into the studyin mood nowadays...
i wan 2 study...but my mind can't focus...
it juz drifts and drifts....
haiz...
tonite i seriously must study..........
die die must try...
haiz...gonna try again after dinner...

exhausted...

2008-09-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

wah i seriously exhausted 2dae...
played around wif my sis til lyk wad 12 plus...
slept lyk so late ...cuz cnt slp....
shoot....
anyway nth much happened durin sch..
chiong some eng hmwk....
durin tan.....
tok wif cheryl durin eng.... my hp bill gonna bao liao...
sry ah nicole XD
but recently smsed u quite alot alsoXD
hmm smsed quite abit 2 mel also....
aft sch went amk hub and saw HL and Penguin and Joe...
apparantly they were there 2 hve lunch wif candy and mel lor XD
lols no 1 told me ....
but nvr mind bah at least i met up wif cheryl!
tt was fun:D we walked around amk hub for awhile ....
tok tok tok ...
den she saw some of her frens she go hide...
i saw some of my classmates i go hide XD lolxx
anyway was starvin and in the end decided 2 go home ...
so we said byee and on the way saw yh fren jiahui...
she saw me b4 so she was lyk O.O
walked 2 macs since it was on the way 2 the bus stop for me...
said hello 2 ian, HL, joe, mel,candy..
messed arnd wif candy's stuff...
she came back saw it and chased me out of macs...
had 2 hide until my bus came...
or i had 2 avoid her since there was only a bush btw us XD
in the end she gave up...
hmmm now considerin it...i tink my behaviour was rather childish..
but i tink its caused candy reminds me 2 much bout my sis...
hmm i tink gonna treat her lyk my frens instead of my sis liao..
as a way of apology...
anyway came home was rarin 2 eat...
ate and was abit sick afterwards...
dots... rested for awhile now gotta go 4 my dinner liao ..
post more tonite
XDXDXD

Sunday..

2008-09-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

I luv sundays... all cuz i can slp in late !!!!
and cuz now hve my dancin lessons XDXD
i sry 2 say its juz a course lah not pro dancin XD
hmm 2dae was not bad...
my mum said i improvedXD
more graceful liao...even i also tink so XD
anyway now learnin how 2 do basic chacha XD
wah abit the hard leh...
shake ur hip here and there XD
it's lyk concernin more on hip movements...
but i juz learned abit so far..mayb will b more fun ltr...
stick out ur hip here and there..
dunno whether 2 laugh or not...
i decided not 2 since i was the one dancin XD
haiz...
sufferin...
or actually enjoyin myself!!!
my hp was confiscated again...
suddenly rmb tt my HP bk still wif my cousin..
he not yet return me leh....
basket ...i wan 2 read leh...
mayb my fault 4 not remindin him...
sian...now usin my pda ....
dots..dunno y cnt read my memory card...
wah.....all my songs...and pics....haiz....
hopefully can get my hp bac soon....
will post more tmr..
MY NOkIA HP!!!!

pooped out..

2008-09-14T08:03:00.002+08:00

sry bout not postin las nite...
but was so exhausted when i came bac frm the chalet...
tt i juz decided 2 hit the sack...
dots..
anyway...yesterday was not bad.....
had fun ....
except my hp was confiscated XDXD
sians...but managed 2 get it back...
went to the chalet wif my family and relatives...
had fun..me and my cousin went 2 the arcade instead...
cuz it was lyk abit borin but still not bad...
hmmm lookin arnd e-hub....
i tink it's not bad actually XD
better den amk hub definitely !!!!!!!!
i still very tired now..mayb i go slp 4 awhile more...
blabbin off now...

confused even more

2008-09-12T23:28:00.001+08:00

FYI ppl... i luv every1.....
stop askin me hu i lyk....
i also dunno...
when i figure it out den i tell u...
or mayb i dun lyk any1....oh wait...
tts stupid..i luv every1 lah...

dots...
more likely i stressed out... will post more tmr...

sad

2008-09-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

i now feel very sad.....
i was tinkin bout my mum again.......
how little time she has left in tis world.....
bout how much she is sufferin...
i...juz...
feel so helpless.....
so tired......
it's lyk all the grief i kept bottled up has finally caught up wif me.....
if my mum ever goes on me....
i tink i will seriously die....
tt spark in me will juz die off...
i...juz...feel so tired.....
tt spark is bein smothered...
it's barely alive now....
i tink i will end its misery by killin myself...
i'm juz 2 tired 2 carry on...

Confused

2008-09-12T17:02:00.002+08:00

i'm very confused lately...
very tired and frantic....
i dunno y my heart feels weird...

take my hand.....
take my whole life too....
for i can't help fallin in luv wif u....

tt was an excerpt frm elvis's song....
i dunno y i feel tis way....
and i dunno hu i feel for tis way....
i juz feel so confused...
mayb i'm wrong....
i hope i'm wrong....
cuz i nvr had tis feelin b4 i guess...

haiz...lemme go ponder on it myself....
2dae tok 2 jolene....
called her and we tok bout smth tt i wun mention...
cuz if i do mention will die....
let's juz say it concerns the academics...
hmm while tokin 2 jolene saw my hp had missed call...
tot it was her...but apparantly it was candy...
dots ...
askin y i block her and mel...
i also dunno y.... my brain very confused at the moment...
haiz...
i juz dun feel myself tis days... not sure y...
or mayb it's only 2dae...
haiz....
does my voice seriously sound diff ???
i mean lyk over the phone and when tokin face 2 face...
got diff meh....
haiz ...guess i'm tired bah....
dun hve much strength left tis days...
mayb i might post more tonite...

bored

2008-09-11T20:54:00.004+08:00

haiz... i feel damn bored and sian....
my msn not workin... dunno y d F**** not workin...
damn pissed...
nth much happened in sch also...
i feel damn bored and tired...
haiz...nearly wanted 2 strangle my sis 2dae...
KNN lookin at my hp smses... shyt...
now she happily recitin all the girls i noe....
dang...
hmm i tink she missed out some though...
XDXD
sians.... which reminds me...
bk tinks my sis is quite chio... dots..
marcus the penguin also tink so....
dots again....
i tink i auction her off 2 u ....
nosy parker(pronounced wif p not f)... she...
haiz...but wad can i do... she my only sis...
blood is oways thicker den water...
but in my sis case it's diluted XDXD
dunno how i can love my sis....
haiz... i owe her a debt in my past life bah...
sians... stuck wif her...
i wan go on9 but my messenger not workin...
F***
KNN!!
shyt!!!!!
i gonna try again...

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At nite

2008-09-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

sians... everything all blame me...
KNN .... bk and how lim do and i take pic....
so who shld get scolded more...
sians...
haiz...tmr hve chem and i nvr do my work...
aida gonna hang me lyk elmo...
F***....
haiz.... at least i tok 2 some1
hmmm....lemme give her a nickname...
how bout macs??
since she oways goes mac....
lols XDXD
anyway thks macs 4 chattin wif me...
was damn sian...
heard keyan won smth in the donation draw...
lyk 2k or smth...
KEYAN!!!!! U MUST SHARE WIF UR BROS!!!!
SINCE WE HELPED U SELL ALSO XDXD
ok lah if u dun wan share wif dem nvr mind lah...
juz share wif me can liao XDXD
jkjk
sian..tmr hve SS test...
haiz..but i tired liao.. i tink i go slp...
haiz .... so alone.....
look at tt pic up there ^ tts me on the moon...
all ask me go die... i tink i die i stare at u guys frm the moon...
all alone...

Skipped scouts

2008-09-10T16:37:00.003+08:00

2dae was the first time i skipped scout meetin on purpose....
sians...
but still not bad...
went 2 amk hub 2 return elmo 2 candy...
apparantly when she heard frm mel wad happened 2 her elmo...
they both decided 2 physically assault me again...
got cornered by them in the end...
tio some new scratch marks...
dots....
tis is wad happened 2 dear elmo in my hands...

poor elmo...
no offense 2 any1 though except 2 some ppl hu hit me....
and scratched me.... 2dae...
heheh....
nxt time i get smth u buy .....
then ur stuff monkey will die XDXD
will post more tonite:D

Went through hell

2008-09-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

2dae was a day of sufferin....
nvr slept once durin the entire day!!!!
woohoo !!! nvr even slept durin chem or maths!!!!
but my eyes were burnin 2 slp....
nth much happened durin sch 2dae.....
aft sch went straight 2 amk library....
took damn bloody long to find a seat...
met wif how lim, candy,mel,ian and joe...
we studied at first lah...but then made 2 much noise...
some ang mor came and kao bei us....
all i knew was he said smth lyk...
u kids f*** off lah if u dun wan study here...
so we zhao lah....went 2 macs 2 "study"
i have a reward out.....
cuz i was physically assaulted at macs...
but still not bad... slapped candy...
she was lyk darin me 2 slap her cuz i said i would....
then i juz slapped lor...
haiz got scratch marks cuz was holdin her off frm attackin me...
mayb i shld post tt the attackerS were frm the SGP ZOO!!!
ferocious and vicious....
esp wif their nails.... and the bks....
XDXD
hmm played a while more...din really study....
but then i stole candy's elmo frm her b4 i ran home...
so it's now with me....
i wunderin wad 2 do wif it...
mayb an explodin elmo????
lolxxx
or use it lyk voodoo doll???
XDXD
hmmm lemme consider tt....
i forgot tt the animals were called ian...
no offense 2 u ah ian...
they were
I- irritatin
A- annoyin
N- noisy
i now pronounce candy and mel ian 1 and ian 2....
XDXD
dots... really tired aft came home frm macs...
nvr ate my bloody lunch....
shyt... was starvin when i went home...
i juz crashed and hit the sack ...
slept til lyk 7.30....
hmmm mayb i will return elmo 2 candy...
only if she asks nicely :D heheh...
oh well gonna crash and burn liao...
blabbin off!!!

First day of sch

2008-09-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

Bac at sch for my first day of d term!!!!
lots of interestin tings happened!!!
Dennis go cut botak!!!!
now he botak stylo!!!!
lolss
lyk he juz came out of prison lor!!!
even got 2 nice stripes at the side of his head!!!
menon was lyk ...
DENNIS it's against the sch rules to hve ur hair lyk tt!!!
u r not supposed to hve stripes along ur head XDXD
dots lor...
my fren was lyk sayin ....
teacher wad u wan him do den???
cut totally botak??? lols!!!!
it's not as if he breakin any sch rules lor...
no fringe, no hair at the back....
heheh............
aft sch went home...
decided 2 stop by amk and get a direct bus home....
but instead got dragged into gg along for lunch wif candy and mel XDXD
walked arnd amk hub abit ....
findin findin fooddd....
lalalalalala....
candy paid $10 for a piece of ppr...
i ask her gimme the money i give her the ppr instead...
lols...
mel kept avoidin me cuz of all the static electricity i gave out XDXD
dots..
in the end ate at subway....
correction they ate at subway not me XDXD
i ate at home instead....
was treated lyk a tortoise servant...
wad is tis... i tortoise KING LEH!!!!
u serve me not the other way round!!!
lolss
was asked to refill candy's drink....
but i said no!!!!!
she gave me tt look....
not tt kill ppl look my sis gives...
tt hmm.... puppy look....
but i said nonononono....
in d end still refilled for her....
haiz... no willpower...
stupid compassion of mine....
y must i b so willin 2 help ppl....
dots....
refilled 4 her but found out nid pay 1.30 2 refill XDXD
dots... lucky i refilled then ran out of subway wif her drink!!!!
lolss was tinkin if i shld drink it lor....
but decided nt 2 cuz scared all the bacteria in it will kill me XDXD
heheh...
returned her drink 5 mins ltr.... den dashed for home ....
then nth else happened except cram cram cram...
study only....
dots...
haiz... tt will b life until EOYs end...
tmr gg 2 study alone!!!!!
dun kechao me....
chiong ah chiong ahh!!!!