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YO!YO!YO! u will definitely lyk me :D i'm fun, loveable!!! and make fwens easily:DDD b4 i forget i'm emooo....haha:D
add me at csdaryl@hotmail.com if u wanna !!!! Oh ya !!!! i'm also an aquarius:D which means i'm a sweet guy:P juz jkin can b as mean as u wan me 2 b!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE.

The NAME is Yeo Daryl!!!!
Tis yr i'm 15 and ready 2 take on the world!!!!!
Start tokin 2 me cuz u will start 2 luv me!!!!!!
My bdae is on 1802 so i'm older than most of u :Pxxxxx
Horoscope is Aquarius!!!!!
OH YA!!!! Now in MSHS!!!!
All boysss no girlssss 2 many gayss.....
Hahaxxxx


Luvs and Hates!!!.

LUV SCOUTIN!!!!!!
LUV CAMPFIRES!!!!
LUV GIRLS!!! (esp some :P)
LUV KOREAN DRAMAS!!!!
LUV 2 EAT!!!!! (Hahaxxx but not 2 much though :P)
LUV MY CLASS!!!!(3 FRANCIS ROXSSS)
HATE ANY1 hu ignores me!!!!
SCARED OF HEIGHTS AND GIRLS!!!!!! ( mayb not the girls lah:P)
HATE NO1 !!!!! LUV EVERY1!!!!!


BlaB bOx.



Missing.

Munshi

Celine
Wei Xiong
Zi Hui
Kelvin
Aloysius
Jasmine
Wilson
Rafidah
Shu Yi

Scouts!!!!!

Benedict Suraj a.k.a D KING
Dominique (SPAMMER)
Boon Kiat( SPL!!!)
Jeremy JEW!!
Joseph!!!(Spammer and luvsick)
Kieron!!
How LIM (HOLY ****)
Sylvester
Keyan

Fwens!!!!

Candy a.k.a Mayflower MC!!
Aishah TWO
yinghan a.k.a marriot!!! banana frm campteen
Cheryl EMO ELMO!!!!
Guo Yin
Mel
Lele
Shi Hui (Bear)
Nicole
Mei Lin
Cheryl, the 3 yr old
Neo Yun (NY)

SCHOOL

Jue Hong a.k.a Quek!!!
Sean Lee
Jethro! a.k.a Ms Tan's Dearest!!!
Ernie a.k.a class clown!!!
CY a.k.a Hairy Kingdom!!!
Shaun seah
Marcus Wu
MSHS Humania (JOkers!!! luv d blog)

Family!

wenci my cousin!
Wenqi also my cousin!!!
Ziqing

MORE will b cumin ur way soon!!!!

archives.

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December 2008
January 2009
February 2009

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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Mashed Up!!!!!!!!!!

2dae 31 July, thurs...

Sry all!!! nvr post yesterdae....
but cnt help it lah....my father took away the laptop...
sian.... wanted 2 post the enitre time and cnt.........ahhhhhhhhhh

well yesterdae nth much happened durin sch....
EXCEPT we had the worst keeper 4 captain's ball in P.E.........
so blur lah poooonnn.........
he was nominated 4 worst player of the year....

den had cca... sian.....
did anger management course so fun:D:D:D:D
haha actually it was P.A.K (parang, axe, knife)
i was imaginin how lim when i cuttin the log :D
in the end manage 2 cut in half but kenna blisters.....
oh ya... pls stop askin me which of the cf mf will b gg.....
i will not tell u guys....:D
since i cnt go i will make sure u guys won't noe heheh:P

DC came.... haiz... so disappointed......
nvr get 2 sing the bakery song.....haiz....
prefer mr.kumanan's version:D so funny haha{:
hmmm i'm thinkin mayb i shall go 2 Xi'An u noe....
the xchange trip.....
looks lyk fun.... but if LLH gg i dun think i wanna go liao.....

2 save space i shall continue on wif tdae's events.......
2dae 31 July, thurs....

hmmm nth much happened also....
but i failed my elect hist...........ahhhhhhhhhhhh
class test somemore.......stoopid no links in my essay......
haiz...
slept in alot of classes 2dae....
mainly, bio, chem and ......ermmm nth else.....
haiz... looks lyk i nid tutor 4 my chem liao....
cnt fail my chem again... esp since it is a puree........
bloody hell..........
2dae also so shiok{: dhar nvr cum...
woohoo!!!! the whole class celebratin lor....
if had maths 2dae i confirm slp 4 sure....
she teach so fast and so borin......

tmr gonna hve P.O.P....
2 any scouts readin my blog....
pls bring full u and p.t kit including beret!!!!!!!!!
and 4 sec 2s and 3s must hve footdrill boots...shine also.....
dammit lah how lim's shoe will outshine mine again.....
gonna step on it tmr.... make sure until hve dent lyk mine:D
oh ya ! aft P.O.P will b havin dinner at botak jones !!!!!!!!
it will b at Toa Payoh !!!!!!!!!!!
aft dinner will b truth and dare!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!!!
i shall not b playin since u guys r gonna ask me qns i gonna regret....
and pls no sick qns again lah.... bloody hell...
hate the teacher's qns.....
wunder if nick cheng cumin !!!!!!!! FYI he is an old boy!!!!
tt time we plae truth or dare wif him ,damn bloody fun man!!!!!!!!
ask any of ur sec 2 and 3s senior!!!!!!!!!!
haha{:
oh ya b4 i go !!!!!!!
Joe!!!! i will try and advise u lah tmr.... tell me wad u done so far.....
mayb durin dinner will teach u my tricks {:
haha{: bes of luck 4 tmr P.O.P every1 !!!!!!!!!
do not fall out!!!!!!!!!
lol:D

Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Happier now...

2dae 29th july.. tuesdae....

was still rather depressed in the morn...
even my frens ask y i so quiet.....
but thks 2 u guys! i'm much happier now:DD
wanna thk my scoutin bros and joXDXDXD

thks 4 being there 4 me {: haha

i decided 2 work harder and hope tt i will b able 2 continue scoutin!!!!!
not so emo liao......

sian 2dae... went 2 amk hub 4 lunch and was so bored......
no1 company me...........
went 2 scout den also nobody.... tts y i go amk hub and eat....
eh by the way ah... u guys r spammin my tagbox....
and how lim u r gonna get it!!!!!!!

Monday, July 28, 2008
Depressed....


Depressed....alot...

2dae 28 july , mondae......
i feel very sad again.............
my mother juz banned me frm gg 2 any cf until my CT is over..........
i will have 2 skip beatty cf den......
i feel very depressed rite now..........
my mum reminded me tt if i dun do well 4 my CT den..........
i....shall have 2 quit scouts...........
i am very sad rite now...........

hu does my mum think she is..........
expects me 2 get gd results........
how 2 get.........
spent my entire sec 1 yr at the hospital..........
everyday aft sch went 2 the hospital 2 visit her.....
rushed out all hmwk at nite.....
copied hmwk if could not finish......
foundation was totally gone.........

nowadays.... i hardly hve fun nemore......
scouts is the only place where i can b myself......
u guys noe me as a very ez gg person.......
luv 2 hve fun...joke around....swear alot......
but....... i am very depressed in my heart......
my mum juz wans my grades 2 go bac 2 normal.....
which means A1s ..........
but ......i can't.........
it's lyk my mum wans me 2 run when she taped my mouth and both my nostrils....
leavin only a small slit 2 breathe thru.......
fun is a necessity in my life....
it cums 2 me as naturally as breathin...........

i dun even noe y i was born...........
it's as if i'm livin my mum's dream of becumin a science student.....
but i'm an arts student...........
i understand the deeper meanings in life..... not bout theory and all tt crap.....
i noe how ppl feel lyk cuz i understand dem.......
it's lyk askin elvis preisly 2 do country music.....
cuz it will give him a secure future.......
but he turned 2 rock which made him the king...........
i'm juz lyk elvis..........
but not being a king lah.....

i dun wan 2 suffer thru sch learnin subjects i dun lyk....
juz 2 grow up and do a job i hate................
i rather live my life 2 the fullest.............
and do a job i luv..............
so tt when i'm old i noe tt i hve achieved smth in my life............

i.... juz can't take it anymore.........
all the frustrations r makin me go crazy.............
i...........juz nid a fren...............
i...........juz nid some1 hu understands me............
i dun even noe whether i can continue livin my life...........
i juz feel lyk givin up.....
i dun wanna live ...........

i will try and b strong til aft my CT...........
but i juz dunno if i can b tt strong............
i'm very sad and tears r juz rollin down.......

i...........feel so alone..........in tis big big world.............

Normal dae!!!

2dae 28 July , Monday....
EHH!!!! u guys beeettterr watch out ahhh!!!!!

esp how lim!!!!! nxt cf u gonna die!!!!!!!!!!!
2dae nth much happened..... went 4 a doc appt and went 2 amk hub aft tt....
sian no 1 free 2 company me......
I only got 1 thing 2 sae.... TANWL !!!!!!
she stinks.....at teachin and evrth else....
bitch... said she saw me usin my hp.....
park lah.....
bloody hell and tt stupid clown cum and pull my table.......
clown u better watch out ahhhh!!!!!
tio suan by pizza boy and lim...... haiz......
bloody cheng better watch out!!!!
KNN go read out my goal in life 2 the rest of the class!!!!!!!!!
stoopid arsehole.... say i wan a gf by pri sch...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
park it all lah.....

i've decided 2 go beatty cf!!!!!!!!!! woohoo support our performance!!!!!!!
i tell u ah u all better go out and dance !!! drag kumanan out !!!!!
get him 2 dance along !!!!!
WOOO!!!!!
ESP ALL SABAH PPL!!!! BEATTY ALSO!!!!!
heheh:DDDDD
can dance wif the malaysian scouts confirm can dance in sgp!!!
i thinkin mayb 2 teach the rest a bit on how 2 dance the song!!!
in support of our performance!!!!!!!!
any1 else can join in!!!! haha mayb drag some GG out 2 dance also!!!!

Sunday, July 27, 2008
Sad and Fun dae

2dae 27 July, Sun

2dae was a fun and partially sad dae:(
nearly ended my frenship wif a close fren of mine.......
but managed 2 save it frm crashin and burnin!!!!!
basically a borin dae.....other den tt....
went out 4 dinner wif my family at WGC.....
had dinner and went 2 the arcade wif my sis.....
plae some shootin games and lost 2 my sis in a racin game....
i no face liao.....
decided 2 try the dance dance revolution......
waddya noe i did quite well!!!!!!
haha:D
beat my sis hands down as she was abit the clumsy......
nvr mind i give way 2 her since she younger......
2 yrs younger in fact.....
had so much fun on the dance dance revolution game!!!!
mayb nxt time i shall try para para....
dunno if i will b any gd or not.......
mayb candy will teach me :D haha{:
must not laugh hor.....

other den tt nth interestin happened :(
gonna chat liao!!!!

St,Andrew Gangshow(revised)

Tdae 27 July , Sun....

Yesterday i attended the gangshow...it was the highlight of my wk...
it did not disappoint me....WOOHOO!!!!!
I decided to kill eugena....asked him 2 put our sch nxt 2 mayflower......
and he put....in the end candy kip glancin at me....
gonna get him 4 tt......
i had 2 skip my dinnner..... went 4 the gangshow......
not bad first time got sponsors 4 a gangshow:D
i think nxt time if hold cf also get sponsors:P
Became super enthu durin the gangshow!!!!!
shouted lyk hell and nearly lost my voice.....
but still nvr get most enthu award.....
biased sch...st margs nvr do anth and still can win...
I WILL KILL EUGENA TIS I SWEAR!!!!!
stupid shld hve let us win lor..
st.margs nvr do much and still can win....wtf
haiz.... towards the end i needed 2 go 2 the toilet urgently ...AHHHH!!!!
my fren nxt 2 me also needed the toilet......
we were lyk high tide and waited 4 the souvenirs 2 b given out lor.....
in the end when gangshow finished tot can go toilet....
but had 2 do push-ups ...sian.....
I NEEDED THE TOILET !!!!!!
in the end juz ran 2 the mrt station and used the toilet there....
tot candy wld b there so can go home wif her.... haiz.....
but it does nt seem 2 b so.....
mye parents fetched me home instead...chance wasted...sian....
went home had instant noodles....but not much......
called candy when cookin my noodles......
haiz i must b more brave lor.....

tdae sunday.... i decided 2 b more outgg!!!!!
nxt cf i will b super outgg!!!!! WOOO!!!
but..... got 2 c first........
will post again tonite!!!

Saturday, July 26, 2008
St.Andrew Gangshow

2dae....26 july, sat
Attended the gangshow.....
i got only 1 thing 2 say.... i very embarassed....
kip seein candy.... ahhhhh
dunno how 2 approach her...... ahhhhh
she called me 3 times.... and i dunno wat 2 do..............
i kip stealin glances at her..... but apparantly she also lookin at me.....
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....
cuz my junior kip on reportin whenever she looked at me.... he must have been starin at her....
ahhhhhhhhhhh................
y am i so flustered .......
i kept starin at front juz 2 prevent myself frm lookin her way.....
i cnt rmb anth else except her presence......
nvr even chat wif her sian......
apparantly candy wanted me 2 say tt st.marg's girls r evil....
but no offence 2 dem......
shyt lah.... i will post tmr when my heart calms down abit.....
now beatin 2 fast ... l8r have heart attack....

Friday, July 25, 2008
Lousy Day...

i'm pissed wif tis date thing... stupid blog... kip givin the wrong date...
so i'm gg 2 start puttin the date .....
tdae 25th July , friday....

Tot i was very the lucky tdae..... can go sch late....
went 4 my dental appt tis morn at 8am....
put in the seperators 4 me again....so pain....
arrived bac at sch around 8.50am.....

and waddya noe.. the first person i saw was the DM....
park.......
bloody hell....lucky i tucked in and everything....
even kept my hp in my bag.......

he was lyk askin me ... mr.. u noe wat time issit anot><...... as if i dunno....
bastard ,was worried he would have saw my ankle soxs so had 2 climb up the steps slowly.....
lucky i have proof tt i went 4 my appt... if not i will b screwed by him so badly.....

went 2 the G office and got a latecomer slip...... but got excused so nvr mind....
walked 2 the hall and tried 2 find my class and waddya noe again.....
it was kwok......
he was lyk cum here and asked mye y i was late......
stupid old goat.....
tells story as long as a goat somemore...
saw my excuse slip and allowed me 2 return 2 my class....
i think if i was not excused he would have made an example of me and ask me 2 treat my class 2 ice-cream.....

sat in the hall .... so shiok juz listen to the endin of the mass ....
became happier when i saw the video clip of our sch past.... nice song....
went bac 2 class and got suan by so many of my frens 4 cumin late..... and missin the mass..
it was lyk so many ppl were slpin lor....so boring....

it was eng... and the eng teacher nvr teach anth and we all gave excuse not 2 do work.....
so it was basically a free period..... den had bio prac.....
do about potatoes and it looked so disgustin lor at the end....
we poured away all the remains into a bowl ... and it looked lyk shyt.....

neway finished bio round 11am .... went off 2 amk hub 2 emo.....
no 1 company me..... stupid cinema also not coop.....
no movie tt i can watch .......
walked around amk hub lyk 5 times..... spent lyk 2 hrs there.....
finally realised amk hub has prac nth 2 do there.....

went 2 novena and went 4 the minor surgery.....
i was pissed off lor... my father made me wait there until 3 plus den he cum.....
went in 4 the surgery.....
they used a needle and started jabbin at my eyelid ....pain lah.....
den gave me a jab on my eyelid 2 numb it.....
and started burnin the growth thru electricity...... pain also.....
took lyk wat 10 mins and i was done.....

i dun think i wanna go 4 the st.andrew cf liao.....
my eyelid swollen and got a black mark there lor....
look so ugly... no face 2 show up.....
haiz the doc says it will take at least 5 days b4 the scab fall off....
until den i gonna hide out at home.....

i not gonna cum on9 liao.... still a bit upset.... and cnt use com....
damn it all lah... gonna sneak and use the com if possible....

Thursday, July 24, 2008
Improved Crappy Day...

not bad...my lck must b better....
got quite a no. of new shirts frm bangkok......
found out i tmr havin appt at 8am.....

looks lyk i gonna skip mass liao!!!! woohoo
cya suckers.....
all crammed in tt stupid hall.... listen 2 some1 talk 4 dunno how long...

sian.... i still dunno if i tmr still wanna hve lunch outside....
no1 havin lunch wif me..... the nigger havin cca......
so sian..... dun even noe if i wanna watch movie liao....

it's lyk i emo alone at amk hub again......
y do i feel as if i'm all alone in tis world.........

will i nvr find tt special fren......

haiz.....

i think i gonna owe the class ice-cream liao....
confirm gonna b very the late.....
stupid menon..... say hu ever arrives late must treat whole class 2 ice-cream...

i confirm late lor... but i gonna make sure tt i not gonna buy....
my las day as class slave was over!!!!
woohoo!!! i learn not 2 throw pprballs at cheng when ms lee at the bac of the classrm....
bloody hell... he nvr got caught when he throw at me.....><
but i kenna caught all becoz she came in juz when i threw the pprballs at cheng.....

dammit all lah..... but look on the bright side......
i not the class slave nemore...!!!!

Crap day....

KNN.... my mouth quite pain liao.... how am i gg 2 eat.....???
stupid lah tday.....i think i hate thurs.......
so sian my lessons..... fell asleep quite a no. of times....
haiz.......fell aslp durin bio....menon teach so borin tt i fell aslp.....

lucky i skipped physics... i tell u tt lesson is sure slp.....
varella suxs....wonder how he even become teacher......
sian went 4 doc appt at 10.30am ......
found out had 2 do minor surgery...... they r gonna burn the infection tmr....
damn scared lor... doc say its gonna b bloody painful.....shyt lah.....

park......

stupid lor.... haiz and still have tuition tday.......
mouth abit the pain ...how to concentrate......
haiz..... now at home at 12.30pm not bad quite early.....

tmr release at 11am...wonder if i shall go amk hub....
mayb watch a movie?/?/?/

my appt time is at 2.45pm.... hmmmm wunder if can get 2 novena in time.....
still gotta buy some scout stuff.... haiz....i'm now a poor man......
so far tday alrdy very crappy......
gonna post once more in the nite if i can sneak 2 use the com.....

ARGHHHH!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Bored and embarassin day...

so sian tday.....stupid eng teacher dunno how 2 teach at all....
prefer mr.chye....wif all his vulgarity and fun attitude 2 teach us again...

lose face in front of the china students somemore.....
stupid lor realli..... was carryin some floorball sticks and bump into smth..
nearly fell and juz den the china students there.. haiz got laughed at......

and worst of all there was a cute girl among dem....or wat i think cute lah ...
no face liao.....
i think dey must have been very shocked lor when we all started 2 strip 4 PE....
wearin only our singlets and PE shorts....i think my sch is the only sch wif singlet as PE attire....

stupid dhar kept us bac 4 maths..... make me skip my lunch....
bloody hell....so hungry when sellin my donation draw ticks......

took 853 home frm serangoon interchange..... look so dorky in my PT kit.....
stupid collar... gotta buy a new shirt soon....

by the time reach home 7 plus liao..... and had 2 starve til eight cuz my father
bz watchin tv instead of gettin dinnerr....

lately been skippin a lot of mealss.....wth.....
i dun even wanna go on a diet and yet i am .........

haiz... can't wait 4 St.Andrew cf tis sat.......

but 1 highlight of my day was seein the npcc kenna scoldin
the teacher was screamin lyk shit and knockin down all the sec3s
it was lyk woahhhh.. an eye-opener....

usually cnt hear the teacher shout cuz he lyk very blurr......
but when concern npcc he bloody xiong......

no wonder he 1 of the 3 kings......
haiz gonna die tmr....nvr do any hmwk......

crappin out......

Tough Day....

haiz.....

tday had 2 sell donation draw ticks....
stupid lah...now owe lyk 1100 PUSH-UPS......

how 2 clear?XDXDXDXD

but still got free coke....hehehXP
so kind 1 person gave us coke... and even donated 10 bucks!!!

but still suxsss.....skipped my lunch and was starvin the entire time....
sian.....nvr eat much 4 recess and bkfast also......

haiz.... tonite my mum cumin bac frm overseas.....
cnt use the com anymore.......

tday can b classified as a bad day.......

but i tis fri happy happy YAY!!!!
release at 11am !!! woohooo!!!! my sch roxsss

mayb i shall go and eat lunch wif my frensss.....
hmmm gotta c if i can.....

emoin outtt

Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Life

I've juz realised life is very precious...
What we take for granted may b the most precious things in life....

i finally realized i took my mum 4 granted.....
w/o her tis past few days... i feel listless as if i have no goal in my life....

imagining my mum is gone forever...........
and tt may b a fact.......

mums r the best beings in the world....
they cared 4 us , luv us and basically protected us.....

but now.....my mum may not b around long enuf 2 gimme tt sense of security......
i feel saddened by tis and oft ask myself y tis had 2 happen 2 her......

my mum is stricken wif cancer......which is in the third stage.....there is no cure...
but even at the face of death... she struggles 2 hold on 2 her life.....

prayin tt she will live long enuf 2 c my sis and me 2 go uni.........
lookin at her now bein so brave and all... i feel as if my heart is gonna break....

thinkin bout all the times i made her angry..... but she luvin me all the same...
mum... i nvr wan u 2 leave me........

everyday i live in fear tt it may b the las day 4 her.........
sometimes i feel so helpless... mayb i could have prevented tis.......

my mum does not deserve tis......
she alrdy had cancer 12 yrs ago..... but she lived on til tday.....

guided by her hope in me and my sis.....
but i have always disappointed her............

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if there is ever a GOD .... hear my plea.... let my mum overcome tis obstacle in her life......
let her live her life happily w/o fear of tis happening again........

smtimes i c her cryin in the nite..... and i feel lyk cryin also........
seein her prayin juz 4 our well-being instead of hers.................

i hope tt those of u hu read tis will treasure ur mum...........
cuz u may nvr noe when u may lose her...................

u will nvr understand the pain of losin some1 u luv dearly.........
esp ur mum......

P.S mum i luv u..........

Emo...

my first blog entry.....

i dun noe wat 2 rite....

tday had lunch wif a fren.......

but stood up another fren..........

ahhhhhhhhh...................

hmmmm i wonder if she will still b my fren....

had bubble teh on the way home.....

spat out all the 'pearls' cuzzzz not really the nice........

wah.....tis blog really turnin out kinda emo.......

nth.... interestin......

but i think 1 of my fren crushin on me.....................

abit the weird.....

did i read the signals wrongly?//>
i gotta think bout tis......

emoing out..........