Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Bored and tiring day..
Rather tired at the moment... exhausted from todays chores.... went for a jog as well not too long ago...too be exact just 3 hrs ago:P O.O cheryl just called me, the "3" yr old kid. Lols(: that was funny. haix feel rather bored now...tml going chinatown with the french family ! maybe i shall take some pics. Not too sure bout it though:P haha see how tml!!
-dreamer out!!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
6.1 Class outing!!!
YEAH!!! Today i went out with my ex-classmates!!! and we sure changed alot!!! woohoo!!!! tis morn was horrible... i woke up looking like i had a black eye... my left eye was all swollen and puffy... it looked as if someone punched me:P oh well i sure looked different today... it was fun!!! no one recognized me at first lor lols(: so fun!!! saw Brian, Jun Kang, Jolene, Istar, Jia Le. The 6 of us we went to watch Bedtime stories(: haha i love the guinea pig . SO cute with the big eyes and all(: haha !! We ate at Vivo and had fun splashing around in the water:P apparantly they found out my shirt was transparent when wet. So they started splashing me like crazy!!! but i got back at some of them and managed to scrape through without getting too wet:P we took some pics and splashed alot more!!! haha:D went to timezone after the splashing and the guys were owned by Jia Le in her shooting game. I mean it's unbelievable the way she plays!!! got owned by her :P had to go home after everything was done, but so sad i could not join them for dinner... WAHHH!!!! i wanna go!!! T.T instead i went home with Jia Le... haix... but stilll today was a great day!!!!! YEAH!!!!
-dreamer out!!!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Fun Day
Today was great!!! had dim sum for brunch with Pierre and his family. We went to Warren Golf & Country Club for it. Kind of woke up rather late this morning. Our family woke up half and hour before our guests were suppose to arrive:P so we were kind of in a hurry. Ate alot during brunch, my father ordered so much food that could not really finish:P 8 people and we were struggling to finish up the food. It was quite fun chatting with them and exchanging stories.Went bowling after our brunch, we were like little rollie-pollies, barely could move:P Bowling was a disaster:P me and Pierre were competing against our own sisters, i mean they have a handicap lor. Called BUMPERS!!!! damn it was hard to beat them, but i did fairly okay. Was really bad at the last game, alot of zeros...zzz.... tmr will be meeting up with my pri sch classmates :D woohoo !!! that's great !!! got permission from my mom . So it kinda rocks. Rather exhausted now, but too hyped up too sleep. And it may be due to the fact that i have been sleeping around this time for the past week :P how am i gonna survive once school starts i shall never know!!!
dreamer out-
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Heart to Heart talk
I feel happier now:D had a heart to heart talk with my mum and now we understand each other better(; anyway she said yes to me going for the gathering on mon, so thats a plus sign!!! we chatted so long that it was 1 plus when we finished and i had no bathed yet... so i was rather stinky... so yah i feel loads better!!! hmm not sure why my friend so silent today:P dunno... haix... recently everyone has been rushing off on their homework that everyone has forgotten about little me... zzz at least i can look forward to a scolding on the first day of sch:P still wanna watch twilight... maybe i can watch it on the first day of sch!! sneak and watch it !!! oh well got lots of things going on now!! lots of changes to be made !!! after all, a new year means a fresh new start.
dreamer off-
Friday, December 26, 2008
Disappointing day
Rather bored at the moment:P maybe i should make some new friends!!! but how... haix...no idea:P ran and exercised once more:P exercising more lately. Running, push-ups, crunches... all working out... haix.. i really must get out more often... After the O lvls i promise myself to go out like every single day!!! arghhhh!!!! nowadays i'm not sure what to post or say any longer. I feel rather detached from this world. Neither here nor there:p
oh well let me ponder upon this while i'm slaving away:P
Alright christmas
Had fun today at my godmum's house. She gave me some cologne as a christmas present. Hmm not bad, smells real nice:D lols , she gave my cousin an iPod shuffle ... wahh not bad lor... she also gave me an iPod shuffle before but it was the old model.. oh well stilll not bad , at least i have an mp3 player. I feel at a loss for words. Oh well, I'm working out once more:P running and all that. Must prepare for NAPFA!!! sch starts in just a weeks time and i'm still not really prepared:P haven't done my homework at all... except for my maths that is:P lost my chem and bio homework. Menon and Aida gonna kill me:P esp menon, still haven't handed in my report book:P oh well, shall die in sch!!!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRY XMAS
MERRY XMAS!!
Really happy now(: recieved lots of smses from my friends. This Christmas is just awesome!!! happy days are here!!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Sad
haix... very sad that i could not go to the munshi bbq last nite... i sure missed out on alot of fun ....oh well hopefully next year there will be another outing !!! i just wish for it.... rather bored yesterday... had nothing to do and no one was talking with me... so yeah.. haix.. yesterday was a sad day for me... hopefully today will be better
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
French Visit
Hey sry guys for being so moody recently:P ermm i'm fine now and i think i'm gonna change my blogskin!!! Yesterday my old french neigbours came to visit:D it was definitely fun and interesting . Pierre, their son, is 16 this year and apparantly it's his last year of sch before he goes to France for his college:P that's cool!!! Anyway he is still rather tall but i'm catching up to him!! not so bad as the previous visit:P i mean i was one head shorter than him!!!! now i'm taller !! woots!! Clemence, his sis, has changed abit but not too much:P but my god... she sure is growing rather fast . She's nearly the same height as my sis and she's only 10(: Their parents are just great and i really like them alot. Anyway Clemence stayed over at our house and it was alright, she and my sis had fun anyway :P so yeah :P got this nice wallet made from camel leather:P lols
haix sch is starting soon and i haven't really done my sch hmwk:P but still not really stressed!! will only be stressed when sch starts and we all rush our hmwk!!! lols !! still haven't passed up my report book and i was supposed to do so during the holidays:P lols
oh well i hope that you guys will enjoy the last of the holidays:D it's only a couple more weeks before sch reopens:)
blah blah blah-
Monday, December 22, 2008
Visit and upset...
I feel so hurt... i just don't give a shit about what you are saying anymore... you have lost your trust in me...i just feel so broken now...i'm a broken man...i just... i don't have anything to say... except i'm really hurt and angry... you don't understand me... no one does...everything is crap...words that came from you have lost their meaning... So screw off...i can't take it anymore... my heart can't take it anymore...i'm crying even as i type this post.. that's how sad i am... my heart can't take it no more..
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Alright day
i've been happy and sad recently:P hitting mood swings non stop!! i feel sad and uneasy lately... it feels as if i'm missing something...i feel so down.... did not do much today except i had a haircut and it kinda sucks...
my heart feels rather heavy as if time is running out for me... i never know what to do... i'm missing something in life... i want my friends... i want to be free...i'm being random... my mind is really messed up at the moment... nobody trusts me...
drowning in my sorrows...
Happy Day
Yesterday was a fab day for me (: chatted with lots of my friends and renewed old aquaintances ( i hope i spelt it right:P) did not really do much except read abit and chat . Did some household chores as well (: Ermmm oh yah , my french neighbour is finally coming over to SGP to visit us !! woohoo!! their flight to SGP is today, i wonder if we shall have dinner with them :P not sure . But it looks like its going to be a happy hols for me this year(: made lots of memorable friends , had a great time in OBS with many wonderful memories there!! Spent time at the china trip where bonded more with YZ !! all in all it has been a great year and hols for me:D Oh well :P nothing left to say but tag before leaving!!!
Have a Happy Holiday!!!
And a Merry Christmas:D
Daryl!!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Com spoilt
Haix the laptop in my house has died on me!!! ahhhh can't use the computer anymore:P now using the com at the third floor... zzz.... no privacy at all... haix... yesterday was alright bah.. but i need the com to live!!!! ahhh sian... and i'm rather upset.... my mom banned me from going to the munshi bbq which is on next tuesday.... i miss the munshi lots.... but now... maybe i can persuade my mom... but i don't think it's possible... i'm really upset about it....
dreamer out-
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
house hold chores today:P
wow 2day was really crazy:P hahax it was fun but yet weird at the same time. Last night was chatting with Mei Lin through sms around 1 plus when we both knocked out and fell aslp halfway :P the funny thing is we both woke up at 5 for some reason and continued our conversation. Hahax that was a first for me. It was definitely interesting and fun. Cleaned all the doors on the first floor:P gods.. left with another 8 more doors to clean before me and my sis are done. Haix i wanna go watch twilight, but apparantly they rated it 2 and a half stars. But i still wanna go watch it . Maybe i can arrange something with my sister and go together with her. But i'm hoping to go out with someone other than my sis... not that i don't love her :P hahax . Oh well gotta depend on my parents.
nada on the poetry or ending sentence i usually have. Can't think of any:P
and i'm really alright guys:D you haven't seen me at my worst depression ever. but some of my frens may have remembered it. I was so upset that i really broke down 100 percent:P
lolx hola people:D
dreamer out-
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
bored and afraid...
I realized one thing... no one talks to me... unless I start talking to them... am I such a bad person? haix...i feel horrible now... I think i must have a really bad personality .... maybe i have no friends that i can count on...i feel downright miserable.... issit that people start relying on me too much?? do they think that i will always be there to chat with them... i wonder what happens if i just stopped tryin... be my emo self when i was a sec 1...
did nothing much today... stayed home and cleaned the house today... nothing worth mentioning...
loner out--
Monday, December 15, 2008
sick and weird day
I was sick once more:P went to study wif celine 2day :D it was fun although silent XP since i did not really talk much since we were suppose to study:D anyway met brenda as well. Payed her the money i owed her for the concert tickets. Not bad, i still owed her 2 bucks but she still gave me a nice souvenir:D WOOHOO, can't believe she can remember saving a souvenir from me. It looks cute too :D Anyway THANKS BRENDA!!! ermmm SORRY CELINE!!!! had to leave you halfway cause i wasn't feeling so well. Hmm nothing much happened in the afternoon except i stole Breaking Dawn from my sister's hiding place and read itXP. I juz need a couple more hours and I can finish up the whole book:D. Today was great :D kept humming and singing songs. Been rather happy this holidays:D .... I just thought of something that made me really sad.... i'm filled with grief at the moment....
dreamer out-
Sunday, December 14, 2008
fun day
2day had loads of fun :D actually i just stayed home and slackedXP . Watched Mamma Mia once more, and i got to say it was great. Although its rather nonsensical , I luve it !!! What can I say, I'm a sucker for shows that have ABBA songsXP I mean I grew up listening to it :D it kinds of sticks to you. After that I was in a kind of happy mood. Singing and dancing abit. Maybe I have finally gone bonkers. I mean in Singapore if you see people singing and dancing along the street, you would start calling for the white jacket. It will be like ...
"Look Ma , a crazy person is dancing on the road!!"
"Better call Woodbridge Mental Hospital!!!"
hmm maybe it's time I finally went nuts with joy. Oh well I was in a happy mood for the rest of the day.
At night, went for my class. I seriously like latin dancing. It seems more fun and challenging, not to mention more romanticXP. Hmm, I think I wanna learn how to waltz as well. But that shall require another class...Maybe after my O levels...
I did this chicken move for my lesson today. It was like 3 fast moves in a hopping fashion. But the way I did it, looks as if a chicken was trying to fly:P Hop, hop, hop...Hey presto you got a chicken. Hmm I better refine this move before I become a dead chicken. Oh well other than that, nothing much happened in my ordinary life. And i just realised that I'm in deep shit at the moment. Forgot to reply my friend if i'm going to see Bolt on Wed... he is so going to bloody kill me when school reopens!!!
oh well, lost my inspiration suddenly due to the murderous intention my friend is thinking of. I'm a dead duck as they say.
dreamer out-
Saturday, December 13, 2008
spring cleaning....
2day was slave day 4 me... work and work and work...haiz...other than my boring day at home , there was nothing of interest for me to take note of. Hmmm, lately i feel rather bored and unemotional. For some reasons i can't explain, i feel as if i'm missing something very important in my life. There is this lack of accomplishment in my life, a void as you can say. So many crisis and problems are causing havoc in this world. I take life's simple pleasures for granted lately. Maybe it's time for me to get serious and start grinding for my studies. I feel as if my personality is undergoing a sort of test at the moment. The outcome will decide who i will be in the future. Hopefully, i can make it through this trial.
Every breath I take, I think of you.
Every beat my heart makes, I think of our love.
The day my heart stops beating, shall be the day our love shall die.
Does thou require my life forfeit, for our love to die?
-Daryl
for some reasons i can't explain i did this poem... not even sure if it's even a poem.... oh well it was interesting test for me ,to be able to come up with this poem.
dreamer out-
Friday, December 12, 2008
funny day:D
2day was wad u can call a babysittin dayXP i was mostly babysittin the entire time zzz.... it was mostly okay the entire day, rather sad i nvr get to try the Grand Course at the Forest Adventure at Bedok reservoir... zzz ... it looks so fun lor....but still it was rather interestin to watch the small kids run around... i tink i can do a babysitting service XP lyk i charge per hr ... lolx, anyway on the ride back home wif my god family it was so funny inside the car:D hahax... halfway on the way home , my godmum jammed brakes and den the popcorn my godbros were eatin spilled out... lolx...so funny lor:D hahax XP the youngest , Dylan. Kept saying the popcorn was in his shoes!!Upon sayin tt he juz took the popcorn frm his shoes and chucked it into his stinky socksXP it was lyk .... so hilarious :D hahax den he kept sayin the popcorn was in his shoes and kept filling up his socksXP we all laughed til we nearly died... hahax:D a memo for me not 2 pass the popcorn to Dylan anymore:P hahax other than tt nth much happened liao:D read finished the third bk of the Twilight saga !!! woohoo !! gonna grab the book frm my sis as soon as possible :D haiz.. juz tryin 2 get the book is a torture itself...my sis has all 4 bks but ... she treats it lyk gold bar...zzz... hides it all away... but i know where she keeps it :D hahaxXP
no inspiration 2day... zzz.... rather tired and i hve tis bad itch ... haiz...
dreamer out---
Thursday, December 11, 2008
bored..
zzz.... rather bored 2day... din see anth interesting .... was stuck at home and all tt...haiz... my sis lost her wallet 2day so it was lyk all hell had broken loose frm the way my father is reactingXP it's lyk a nuclear war zone lor... eruptions here and there...haiz.. oh well other than WWIII breaking out, it was a calm and peaceful day... nth much 2 see and say about.. scenery wasn't so nice 2 comment upon... hmmm oh well 2day made plans 2 go study wif Celine nxt wk... hmmm hopefully i can go bah XP
no inspiration 4 2day... but i got a neat cheer for our troop !! woohoo!!! tt is if u guys wun feel embarassed bout doin it XP hahax
dreamer out !!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
boored day
had a boring day 2day... study study...zzzz...zzz... haiz... now i hve prob liao... i dun think i free 2 go 4 munshi bbq on the 23rd... zzzz sian... muz let celine decide on it... haiz... i really wanna go on a study outin... hmmm celine was askin me but i got parental issues... mayb i can sneak out... CELINE WhN u wanna???? i rottin at home....haiz.z.
Life Whizzes by for me...
What do i have to show ??
An empty page but lots of memories...
You know what??? It was worth it...
-Daryl
dreamer out
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Wild Wild Wet !!!
Went Wild Wild Wet 2day !! it was fun and exhaustinXP got a rather bad sunburn at the moment !!! ahhh got lots of injuries 2day man :P scraped my knee rather badly XP both knees actually ... put some colourful plasters on it . Tis kid so funny lor at wild wild wet XP she was lyk starin at my colourful plasters and fell facedown into the pool XP hahax weird... i bet i can be rmb down there for my colourful plastersXP rather exhausted and tired at the moment... haiz.. oh well here r some photos frm my trip!!!
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ermmm.... lyk dots.... cnt tink of anth....
haiz.. nxt time bahh when i feel inspired XP now rather exhausted...
dreamer out!!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Ice Skatin and SGP flyer aftwards
2day was superb !!! went out wif my godmum and her family!! it was awesome hahax!!! we went ice skatin at kallang b4 gg 2 the SGP FLYER!! woohoo!! it roxs lor!! hahax , had a great amount of fun!! even went to the arcade and it was so cute lor to see them :D hahax anyway here r some pics we took!! actually it's all candid shots !! all the weird positions u see inside were all tot of by me XP lolx !!! mayb tml i might go wild wild wet if the weather holds !!! ahhhhh!!! i wan!!!!!!!







A meteor blazed across the sky...
blindin me frm the stars of reason...
wif u around there is no reason...
it's juz love....
- Daryl
wassup guys!! was inspired 2day by my fun and excitin day wif my family hahax!! u can say my godparents r my extended family!!! lolx
dreamer out!!
Back from camp!!
Alrite guys!!! finally back frm camp !! woots!!! got nth much to say bout the camp other den i expected it to be much tougher lor....oh well!! stayed at RI for 4 days and it's not bad man... quite big lor.... played some games and lots of tekkan lah... but not tough enough.... although every1 says dey gonna die... dunno whyXP hahax i tot it was too slack liao!! anyway i was in grp gemini!!! i was leadin d grp the entire time lor... along wif arnold. It was due to the fact tt i was the only sec 3 in my grp, but tis was a leadership course !!! so the rest suppose to lead as well!!! lolx i realised during the enitre camp tt RI ppl luv seminars.... we had so many seminars.... and i'm not gonna say anth but, let's juz say i fell aslp alot of timesXP was rather dry...
aft my camp went 2 botak jones 4 dinner!! wootz it was great man!!! ate it wif my frens and went home aft tt.. knocked out like some dead piece of weight when watchin tv... so went 2 slp liao.... i tink i will post more in details tml.. or make it more interestin bah... rather tired at the moment...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Depressed and upset
I am seriously depressed and upset at the moment...i have a lot of problems in my head at the moment... even now i'm contemplatin suicide cuz i'm too upset and depressed... i have so much frustrations on me at the moment.... i wrote it all down and i'm plannin 2 give it 2 my mum...the pressure is slowly increasin upon me until i feel lyk i wanna explode frm all that pressure... if u do not see me postin on my blog on monday, search the newspapers on tues.. will probably hve me on it....as teen suicide... really upset and depressed at the moment... nth seems to cheer me up... i'm lyk a zombie at the moment...barely alive and functionin...mayb it's time 4 me to start anew wif my life... although i will miss all the memories i had of tis life...
haiz.. rather depressed ....
dreamer out...
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Sick once more XP
oh well i'm sick once more XP tt kinda stinks... vomitted once in the early morning and it was lucky i made it 2 the bucket tt was beside me lor... if not my bed would hve had a very ugly stain. And it's such a nice bedsheet:D oh well i puked so much tt i tink even my neighbour can hear it frm his house:P it sounded lyk Niagra Falls and looked lyk it 2 :P
lay in bed for the rest of the afternoon and slept abit . Was rather lyk a zombie u see from those lousy movies. Even sounded lyk oneXP did not feel completely human again til dinner time. Had some porridge, tt was kinda sticky. After that juz wasted my time away packing for my camp in juz 2 days time... hmmm hopefully the camp will not be entertained by the sights and sounds of Niagra Falls which i hope 2 ignoreXP
At that i close tis chapter of my day and hopefully nxt time when u hear the sounds of Niagra Falls nearby , you will know it's me. Be a dear soul and bring a bucket with you please.
Nada on the poem thing once moreXP was rather bz 2 be inspired 2day so yeah... gd luck every1
-dreamer out
Exhaustin day...
2day was simply put exhaustin....mentally and physically..... Had 2 help out wif my cca 2day...i brought a grp of sec 1s 2 Sarimbun Scout Camp... and it took me 2 bloody long hours 2 reach there... it was so ulu ulu lor the place... wah apparantly National Patrol camp more hiong den OBS lor... u look at all the participants... can all become spokesperson for a tanning salon. I din recognize some of my frens even... they totally changed durin the camp... reach there, helped put all the equip onto a lorry we rented. Then sat at the back of the lorry... it was seriously dangerous lor.. one big bump and u can fly off the lorryXP lolx !! wore my sunglasses there and it was funny lor hahax i looked weird !! but i dun mind i guess ...it looks nice !! hahax anyway the lorry took an hr 2 reach bac 2 my sch ( waddya noe..bac at the start of my journey once more) but not bad leh... on the way back to sch , our lorry got a fine... by traffic police... it's called bad luck..so by the time evrth was packed and done... it was 6 plus and my fingers were kinda peelin.. calluses or blisters i not really sure XP haiz...
my fingers r kinda peelin alot now... not sure why... only thing i know is that it looks alot lyk raisins at the moment... after the raisins had been shaved bald lahXP lolx... anyway lots of stuff r happenin tis days!! woohoo... and waddya noe... i hve a camp in 3 days time... so tt kinda suxs... hopefully it will be as gd as OBS lor... but i dun think so... since all guys once more XP lolx ... not tt i hve anth against guys lah... but aft a while u kinda get tired of all tt swearin.. there is only so much ur mind can think of concerin certain male and female genitals in an insult...
Considerin tt , i wonder how well those guys would do when put into a roomful of girls XP Tt is not something i look forward 2 considerin how badly maimed i will be usin all tt vulgarities XP lolx:D
anyway got nth much 2 say!!
got no inspiration so nada on the poem or smth at the end...
dreamer out!!!