Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Life
I've juz realised life is very precious...
What we take for granted may b the most precious things in life....
i finally realized i took my mum 4 granted.....
w/o her tis past few days... i feel listless as if i have no goal in my life....
imagining my mum is gone forever...........
and tt may b a fact.......
mums r the best beings in the world....
they cared 4 us , luv us and basically protected us.....
but now.....my mum may not b around long enuf 2 gimme tt sense of security......
i feel saddened by tis and oft ask myself y tis had 2 happen 2 her......
my mum is stricken wif cancer......which is in the third stage.....there is no cure...
but even at the face of death... she struggles 2 hold on 2 her life.....
prayin tt she will live long enuf 2 c my sis and me 2 go uni.........
lookin at her now bein so brave and all... i feel as if my heart is gonna break....
thinkin bout all the times i made her angry..... but she luvin me all the same...
mum... i nvr wan u 2 leave me........
everyday i live in fear tt it may b the las day 4 her.........
sometimes i feel so helpless... mayb i could have prevented tis.......
my mum does not deserve tis......
she alrdy had cancer 12 yrs ago..... but she lived on til tday.....
guided by her hope in me and my sis.....
but i have always disappointed her............
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if there is ever a GOD .... hear my plea.... let my mum overcome tis obstacle in her life......
let her live her life happily w/o fear of tis happening again........
smtimes i c her cryin in the nite..... and i feel lyk cryin also........
seein her prayin juz 4 our well-being instead of hers.................
i hope tt those of u hu read tis will treasure ur mum...........
cuz u may nvr noe when u may lose her...................
u will nvr understand the pain of losin some1 u luv dearly.........
esp ur mum......
P.S mum i luv u..........