Sunday, August 31, 2008
Beyond sad........
i am now very sad..........emoooooo..........
sry lah suraj i copy u.......i damn sad lor.......
tis will b my last official duty as a scout......
scouts pls rmb tt there is a cf on 6 Sept...
meet at ang mo kio mrt at 5pm as we want 2 win early bird award......
the campfire is at mayflower held by mf scouts..........
i will not b attending it..... as.....
i will b quitin scouts.........
my parents r seriously not happy wif my results.......
i'm forced 2 quit..........
i can only hope 4 a miracle........
i dun hve d willpower 2 b strong anymore.........
i hve been strong enuf 4 close 2 3 yrs........
i'm seriously drained ..........
i can't maintain it anymore.........
dun hve d strength 2 fight bac.......
usually my sunny disposition will cheer me up........
but now........
nth seems 2 b workin............
i seriously want 2 continue scoutin.........
but..........
i dun hve any strength left 2 fight 4 tt right..........
i am so tired............
i tink i goin 2 see the sch counselor..........
i nid 2 get all tis off my chest.......
i juz..............
need a fren..........