Alone in tis World


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YO!YO!YO! u will definitely lyk me :D i'm fun, loveable!!! and make fwens easily:DDD b4 i forget i'm emooo....haha:D
add me at csdaryl@hotmail.com if u wanna !!!! Oh ya !!!! i'm also an aquarius:D which means i'm a sweet guy:P juz jkin can b as mean as u wan me 2 b!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE.

The NAME is Yeo Daryl!!!!
Tis yr i'm 15 and ready 2 take on the world!!!!!
Start tokin 2 me cuz u will start 2 luv me!!!!!!
My bdae is on 1802 so i'm older than most of u :Pxxxxx
Horoscope is Aquarius!!!!!
OH YA!!!! Now in MSHS!!!!
All boysss no girlssss 2 many gayss.....
Hahaxxxx


Luvs and Hates!!!.

LUV SCOUTIN!!!!!!
LUV CAMPFIRES!!!!
LUV GIRLS!!! (esp some :P)
LUV KOREAN DRAMAS!!!!
LUV 2 EAT!!!!! (Hahaxxx but not 2 much though :P)
LUV MY CLASS!!!!(3 FRANCIS ROXSSS)
HATE ANY1 hu ignores me!!!!
SCARED OF HEIGHTS AND GIRLS!!!!!! ( mayb not the girls lah:P)
HATE NO1 !!!!! LUV EVERY1!!!!!


BlaB bOx.



Missing.

Munshi

Celine
Wei Xiong
Zi Hui
Kelvin
Aloysius
Jasmine
Wilson
Rafidah
Shu Yi

Scouts!!!!!

Benedict Suraj a.k.a D KING
Dominique (SPAMMER)
Boon Kiat( SPL!!!)
Jeremy JEW!!
Joseph!!!(Spammer and luvsick)
Kieron!!
How LIM (HOLY ****)
Sylvester
Keyan

Fwens!!!!

Candy a.k.a Mayflower MC!!
Aishah TWO
yinghan a.k.a marriot!!! banana frm campteen
Cheryl EMO ELMO!!!!
Guo Yin
Mel
Lele
Shi Hui (Bear)
Nicole
Mei Lin
Cheryl, the 3 yr old
Neo Yun (NY)

SCHOOL

Jue Hong a.k.a Quek!!!
Sean Lee
Jethro! a.k.a Ms Tan's Dearest!!!
Ernie a.k.a class clown!!!
CY a.k.a Hairy Kingdom!!!
Shaun seah
Marcus Wu
MSHS Humania (JOkers!!! luv d blog)

Family!

wenci my cousin!
Wenqi also my cousin!!!
Ziqing

MORE will b cumin ur way soon!!!!

archives.

July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009

Beat BOx.


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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
abit emo..

haiz...i now very sad again..
i appreciate the concern frm zhi hao...
but ...he reopened some wounds in my heart...
my heart now feels very heavy...
i bein reminded of the fact tt my mum may not hve much time left 2 live...
i inform u bout my mum's condition bah...
my mum is sufferin frm cancer in her nose...
we found out she had it at the end of my P6 yr...
around dec.....
tis is the second cancer my mum has....
she endured the previous one 12 yrs ago....
its in exactly the same spot....
anyway the start of sec 1 yr was not gd for me...
visited my mum in the ICU everyday aft sch...
everyday wonderin if she will survive til the nxt day...
she was in the ICU for most part of the yr...
w/o my mum by my side....
my grades fell.....
sometimes i cry in my slp durin tt period....
lookin at my sis bein so carefree.... cuz she did not understand the seriousness of the situation...
durin my sec 1 yr i was very silent and emo...
hardly made many frens....
except through scouts...even then was not really enthu....
but i did it for my mum as she was the one who put me in scoutin...
i did it 2 make her happy.... even though she was not able to tell....
she was in a coma most of the time.... barely able to talk even....
when she woke up... she blamed herself alot....
for causing my entire family and relatives to worry for her...
my grandma cried alot during the early times of her hospitalisation..
my father stayed over in the hospital most of the time with my grandma....
tt was a very tryin period for me....
sec 1 was an unhappy period of time for me...
sec 2 yr... my mum was better and able to move 2 a normal ward...
but she sometimes hve asthma attacks....
causin her 2 choke alot and get sent back to the ICU...
one time she had such a bad attack that she nearly died....
they did CPR or smth on her... and she barely held on...
my heart wounds reopened again and i cried once more...
knowin how close i was to losin her...
i've been prayin for her everyday.....even now...
but we found out frm the doctors that there was nth else they can do for her...
her cancer was too advanced and my mum was too weak that they are unable to do anth...
so.... nth to do but wait and hope....
at the end of my sec 2 yr or after the june holidays rather..
she was discharged frm the hospital ....
she escaped frm the battle wif death badly maimed...
she can't talk properly... cnt eat solid food...
mostly deaf and has 2 wear a hearin aid....
has double visions and her throat was badly injured...
so my sec 2 yr ended tt way....
sec 3 at the start of the yr...
my mum coughed out a cupful of blood....
was sent 2 ICU again....
stayed in the hospital for a few days before coming out....
by then i grew used to the fact that my mum will die...
i decided not to mourn ...
but instead live life to the fullest .... as u nvr noe when it may end...
tts y i grew more active tis yr...
more enthu...
more social and willin to go out...
even makin as many frens i can....
but ...
there will always b tt emptiness inside my heart .....
sometimes my mum cries over her condition...
but i nvr cry in front of her...cuz i must b strong for her....
i now damn sad tt even tears alrdy comin to my eyes...
sometimes i feel lyk endin all the grief in me by killin myself...
but i noe i will hurt my mum even more....

tears juz keep rollin down my face...

I JUZ FEEL SO HELPLESSS.........

i dun wanna close my eyes...
i dun wanna fall aslp...
cuz i miss u babe...
and i dun wanna miss u again...

tts how i feel... when i look at my mom...
cuz i nvr know when it may b the las time i see her....

i built a brick wall around my heart....
to prevent myself frm hurtin again...
but my frens are tearin tis wall down...brick by brick...
wif their compassion....
making me become the person i hve hidden ..... since pri sch....
for tt i thk u guys for all the understandin u hve shown me...
thks.... u guys (and girls) rock!!