Friday, September 12, 2008
sad
i now feel very sad.....
i was tinkin bout my mum again.......
how little time she has left in tis world.....
bout how much she is sufferin...
i...juz...
feel so helpless.....
so tired......
it's lyk all the grief i kept bottled up has finally caught up wif me.....
if my mum ever goes on me....
i tink i will seriously die....
tt spark in me will juz die off...
i...juz...feel so tired.....
tt spark is bein smothered...
it's barely alive now....
i tink i will end its misery by killin myself...
i'm juz 2 tired 2 carry on...