Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Depressed and upset
I am seriously depressed and upset at the moment...i have a lot of problems in my head at the moment... even now i'm contemplatin suicide cuz i'm too upset and depressed... i have so much frustrations on me at the moment.... i wrote it all down and i'm plannin 2 give it 2 my mum...the pressure is slowly increasin upon me until i feel lyk i wanna explode frm all that pressure... if u do not see me postin on my blog on monday, search the newspapers on tues.. will probably hve me on it....as teen suicide... really upset and depressed at the moment... nth seems to cheer me up... i'm lyk a zombie at the moment...barely alive and functionin...mayb it's time 4 me to start anew wif my life... although i will miss all the memories i had of tis life...
haiz.. rather depressed ....
dreamer out...